it's over

hello dearest earthlings!
i am here again to crapp in this precious blog of mine.
quick update: i am now a very proud owner of a white ceramic PSP (haha.pictures will follow later).

the other day (aku takk ingat bila entah) sashareen show me some new wallpapers she got for her iTouch. there's one picture with a quote that really caught my attention.

"someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else."

kinda deep. don't you think? the quote has made me thinking of alot of things. one of the things is, is there really exist crapp like oohsoocalled true love? hmm? before i make myself thinking any further, i stopped all the thoughts. why? well, simply because it may get messy and kinda emoemo. haha. stupid reason Liyana!

yet my relationship fail AGAIN. am i not destined for relationship? haha. funny question! like i mentioned what Baqir said to me before, "Liyana, kau paling sesuai single laa." then Eika said,"Lynn,kau kena cari orang yang betul-betul faham kau,kau nie complicated." then MelMel once said,"kau kena belajar setia Lynn."

ahaa, what are you guys trying to imply here? I will end up alone? haha. morbid joke! what the effin hell am i crapping about? ahaa. just another moment of randomness. anyways, its kinda a refreshing feeling knowing there's no more bloody attachment and i get my single life back but still i am kinda concern of what happens in the future. haha.

relationship has been always a mess and such crapp on my opinion. but yet, i still engaged in one. how stupid is that? another thing that really bug me now is the fact that why is it when you really have something real towards someone, things will turned out not well? weird huh? another crappy thing is, i think there's something wrong with me and relationship that have proper 'declaration'.

okay okay, i think its enough that i blabs too much about this sheet. moving on. there's nothing to see here. haha. back to reality!

yesterday, (4 Sept 2009) i engaged in an adult and serious conversation! my first ever one! though at first im kinda too much absorbed in my game but finally the conversation attracts my attention. talking about my future career. haha. kinda early if you asked me but my parents always tell me, you need to shed some light in your pathway so that the light will help you to see what's there at the end of the road. before this all i want in life is to be an independent woman who is RICH and FAMOUS, but now, i want to be an independent woman who is RICH, FAMOUS, and HAPPY of what am i doing for living. clearly, marriage or any kind of attachment is not in my future plan at all. sorry.

by next week, i need to set my goal and such for this new semester. ooh ya, for this sem, i took 5 subjects, which are:

• Introduction to Probability and Statistics (1st week already finish 1st chapter,i need to study!)
• Economics (havent go to class yet.)
• Accounting Practice (havent go to class yet too.)
• Writing for Academic Purposes (i am going to enjoy this subject!)
• Computer Studies (yet another class of Mr. Alan Hoo.haha.)

for this semester, most of my class is with my neneks except for Accounting Practice. because all of them are dropping this subject. WTH. nevermind.

introducing my newest loyal companion, (drumroll please!!!!)
taa-daa!!!

how nice if we could buy our other half rite?
we choose the traits and stuff. cool!!!
haha. but i believe in God's power.
Faith is in God'd hands. as He knows the best for us.


fellow earthlings that really help me in the process
of buying the PSP. Mr Ewan. jasa mu dikenang wahai
kawan ku yang emoemo selalu. haha. also thanks to Sha and Zaa
for the trip to Low Yatt. hehe. awal sangat pulak kita pergi that day. hehe.

merdeka

MERDEKA

officially our beloved nation turned 52 today.

how time passed. i still remember my late grandad used to tell me stories about the war with British, Japanese and suchs.

*cutting the crap*

as i flipped through the newspaper this morning,

*i flipped newspaper only on special ocassion*

i saw there's alot advertisement about 1Malaysia, Merdeka and such and such.

*duhh Liyana,its 31st August.FGS!*

however, there's one particular advertisement that really caught my attention and actually made me thinking less like a LGM.



following i quote the advertisement, credits to Maybank for the awesome ad.

*Berita Harian 31 ogos 2009 isnin mukasurat 7*

wahai nasi, beritahu kami rahsia kamu' bagaimana agaknya kamu boleh memikat semua orang?

satu ketika kamu mesra dengan daging kambing varuval. di ketika lain, kamu bergaul pula dengan potongan daging ayam Ipoh yang empuk.

dan pada setiap pagi, kamu tidak pernah ketinggalan untuk bersama-sama ikan bilis, sambal dan telur buat sarapan.

di pesta kami yang meriah, kamu sentiasa di sana meraikannya bersama-sama.

di Hari Raya, kamu menyertai kawan-kawan kamu dan membawa kami ketupat dan lemang.

Deepavali tidak kan sama tanpa kamu yang memberikan warna palingmenarik untuk dijadikan kolamn.

dan di ambang Tahun Baru Cina, kamu membawa keluarga dari jauh untuk pulang.

di Hari Gawai dan Kaamatan, kamulah punca semua orang menyambutnya!

Mungkin rahsia kamu adalah kerana kamu tidak memilih - tak kisah lah jika kami menggunakan penyepit, sudu, garfu, atau tangan. kamu gembira berkongsi makanan dengan kami.

hari ini, di saat kami berkumpul bersama keluarga bagi menikmati hidangan, kami akan memikirkan rahmat yang dikurniakan sepanjang 52 tahun ini.

dan kamu akan terus berada di sana, mengingatkan kami sekali lagi, tentang rahsia sebenar negara kita.

bahawa kita semua berkongsi 1 periuk nasi - yang dipenuhi, satu demi satu, dengan pengorbanan, kerja keras dan perpaduan mereka yang hadir sebelum kita. (this is my favourite part)

dan kita semua berkongsi 1 tanggungjawab - untuk terus mengisi periuk nasi ini, bersama-sama, untuk mereka yang akan hadir selepas kita.

isnt that deep?

well,for me it is. there's soo many hidden meaning behind all the words.

as i am a food-person, this advertisement really got me.

true rite? i mean, food do unite us here in Malaysia.

*which Malaysian doesnt love Mamak?i remember back when i was form3, just came back from a Homestay programme in Japan, the first thing i want as soon as i touched down in KL is Roti Canai.haha.only a few weeks are enough to make me RINDU the flavourful food in Malaysia.*

tunes that currently playing:
The Reason, Simple Plan

1st Ramadhan

officially today is the first day of Ramadhan. means, it it compulsory for all Muslims to fast. Fasting, literally defined, fasting means to abstain "completely" from foods, drinks, intimate intercourse and smoking, before the break of the dawn till sunset, during the entire month of Ramadan, the ninth month of the Islamic year. there are without a doubt numerous benefits of this fasting.

(1) It teaches man the principle of sincere Love: because when he observes Fasting he does it out of deep love for God. And the man who loves God truly is a man who really knows what love is.

(2) It equips man with a creative sense of hope and an optimistic outlook on life; because when he fasts he is hoping to please God and is seeking His Grace.

(3) It imbues in man the genuine virtue of effective devotion, honest dedication and closeness to God; because when he fasts he does so for God and for His sake alone.

(4) It cultivates in man a vigilant and sound conscience; because the fasting person keeps his fast in secret as well as in public. In fasting, especially, there is no mundane authority to check man's behavior or compel him to observe fasting. He keeps it to please God and satisfy his own conscience by being faithful in secret and in public. There is no better way to cultivate a sound conscience in man.

(5) It indoctrinates man in patience and selflessness, as through fasting, he feels the pains of deprivation but he endures them patiently.

(6) It is an effective lesson in applied moderation and willpower.

(7) Fasting also provides man with a transparent soul, a clear mind and a light body.

(8) It shows man a new way of wise savings and sound budgeting.

(9) It enables man to master the art of Mature Adaptability. We can easily understand the point once we realize that fasting makes man change the entire course of his daily life.

(10) It grounds man in discipline and healthy survival.

(11) It originates in man the real spirit of social belonging, unity and brotherhood, of equality before God as well as before the law.

(12) It is a Godly prescription for self-reassurance and self-control.

these facts were extracted by me from here ---> FASTING in ISLAM

i agree and believe of all the benefits stated here but somehow i still would like to make it more into my way of understanding. well, for me, despite because of the religion,i think it is more how God wants to teach us the value of empathy. through fasting, we learn and understand the situation of the people who only managed to have only 1 meal per day or not having meal at all. moreover, we will learn more about appreciation of life and humanity. that is what i felt the need of fasting in a Muslim's life.

okays, enough serious stuff here!

notice the picture up there? at the beginning of the post?
well that's the view from my bedroom window. the window besides my bed.
i snapped that this 'morning' around 12-ish.
when i woke up this 'morning', "aah, first day of puasa."
last night slept kinda late, watch some teevee, solat tarrawih, texting with people, and whateversheets.
wake up around 5a.m for sahur. kinda excited for the puasa. uuu,dats new liyana!
obviously i was still damn sleepy at that time so immediately after eating sahur i went straight to my room. rollroll on my bed and stared at the ceiling for quite some time then i checked my phones.
SonyErricsonW890i: new message from Sasha.
Motorola V3xxi: two new message from Haziq : one new message from Azlan
so, i replied to Sasha and Haziq.
texted for awhile and went back to sleep.
very funny dream..kinda woke up a few times before 12pm but because i dont see any sunlight soo i get back to sleep again. ngaaaaaa. what a wonderful feeling to sleep!!!!
then my Sony phone rings.whattheeffinhell???!!!!
siapa laa yang berani kacau my sleep???
saw Ewan's name on the screen..
uhhh...picked it up and answer in a very sleepy way..
after talking to Ewan, i cant go back to sleep.
thanks sooooo much Ewan!!!! whatthehell.
then,wake up half-heartedly and look out the window..

GLOOMY CLOUDY SAD EMO GREY

thus, i grabbed my phone and snapped the view.
shower and bla bla bla.
ooh ya, did LOADS of thinking about my situation rite now and i came to one conclusion.
thank god.
help mama with the berbuka cooking and went to the bakery for some kaya kok and my Macau egg tart.
again,i am disappointed. No egg tart..uhhhhh...

THE END

IWD 2009

International Women's Day on 8 March 2009

2009 Theme: Women and Men united to end violence against women girls
*this theme is the global United Nation themes used for International Women's Day worldwide*

themes through out the years:

• 2008: Investing in Women and Girls
• 2007: Ending Impunity for Violence against Women and Girls
• 2006: Women in decision making
• 2005: Gender Equality Beyond 2005: Building a More Secure Future
• 2004: Women and HIV/AIDS
• 2003: Gender Equality and the Millennium Development Goals
• 2002: Afghan Women Today: Realities and Opportunities
• 2001: Women and Peace: Women Managing Conflicts
• 2000: Women Uniting for Peace
• 1999: World Free of Violence against Women
• 1998: Women and Human Rights
• 1997: Women at the Peace Table
• 1996: Celebrating the Past, Planning for the Future

in my honest opinion,the most effective themes were 1998,1999 and 2002.although they were just words,but the meaning behind the words really gave an impact to me.maybe because i am so proud with my Girl-Power!!kaapow!!haha.perhaps... there are also various themes around the world in conjunction with the celebration but the theme from Canada is the one which really caught my eye: Strong Leadership, Strong Women, Strong World: Equality.

Content of IWD...

The movement to empower women to make their own decisions regarding all aspects of their lives, including whether or not they marry, choice of professional, economic, and political futures has resulted in many rightful victories for women around the world, and yet the battle is still being fought on many fronts.

If you are a woman, celebrate yourself, your mothers and sisters on this day by taking the choices and decisions you are faced with upon yourself.

Talk with other women, and learn from their experiences, especially those who are older or of a different cultural background than yourself and may have been differently affected by prejudice and sexism.

Ultimately, your life is yours to lead, and if there is a person, group, law, or social stigma that stands in your way because of your sex, it is your responsibility to yourself and all women to confront and change them or it.

nowadays,women around the world had achieve much great success that able to put them in the same line as other successful men.now is the era of Revolutionary for Women.now is the time for women to shine.

optimistic

"there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who created it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good.after all,life is too short to be anything but happy."

--> my greatest creditz to whom quote this saying,we must enjoy life to the fullest as life is short and just smile!! <--

what's up with all the positiveness and optimisticness?whoa,was that even a word in existence?haha.don't mind me ya everyone?feeling a little bit hyper and FLUSHED!!due to the very hot climate nowadays.ughh..bila laa,KL nak ade snow?harharhar.
i just recovered from fever.i think this is the first time i catch this bug since we jumped into year 2009.wuhuu,1st fever of the year.congrats! *clap-clap*
fact of me: the average of me falling sick [any kind of disease either severely or slightly] is twice in one month.tapi kali ini,demam ku agak pelik sedikit.biasenye,aku akan dapat 4 types of medications : antibiotics,fever,flu,and cough syrup tapi kali nie aku hanya dapat 3 types of medications: antibiotics,fever and muscle relaxant.this is the first time i took the muscle relaxant pills,weird.kenapa?masa aku demam tempoh hari,i felt all the muscle in my body been crushed and cramped.sampai tak boleh nak taip SMS.haha.ouch,the pain,unimaginable!thank god its over.alhamdulilah everything seems fine now.okay,back to the positiveness.i always believe that everything happen for a reason [thanks to a certain someone who 'teach' me this the hard way] and i always believe that don't let any stupidity or idiotic/useless/no good people stand in your way of enjoying life to the fullest.
manusia nie memang sukar nak dipuaskan hati,so why bother to please them?

pilihan

welcome-welcome diucapkan kepada bulan March yang baru tiba hari ini.tahniah-tahniah.hmm.bulan march da sampai..means..result SPM yang ditunggu-tunggu akan keluar tak lama lagi. *background song: Menghitung Hari by Kris Dayanti* haha.perasaan cuak makin menyelubungi diri.tahap saspen yang tak dapat dibayangkan semakin menghantui jiwa dan raga aku.sindrom tak boleh tidur perlahan-lahan memakan diri aku dan slowly men-transform diri aku untuk menjadi seekor Panda bear jadian.arghh,tidakk!!!!persoalannya sekarang..situasi manakah lebih teruk dan menyeksakan:

• situasi A: persiapan selama 2 tahun untuk menghadapi peperiksaan yang paling besar [as all the teachers said it is] in our whole 17 years of living on this surface of earth.huhu.maybe i've been a little bit exaggerating here,not 2 years of preparation.well,some of us might take that 2 whole years but i think most of us [normal teens] took maybe 1 year or maximum 1 and a half year [i took freaking 1 and a half year!!] to do the preparation.well,as we all know form4 is the so-called 'honeymoon' year.time to messed up,tripped and do a lot of other stupid stuff [but then,it look smart] then when we stepped into form5,everything changed because of only one thing..SPM..
• situasi B: penantian [i really HATE waiting] result SPM yang tak tau bila nak keluar ditambah dengan perasaan-perasaan pelik lagi tidak menyenangkan yang menyelubungi diri.sambil freaking out about our future.as in,the Uni applications,course choosing and many other important adult responsibilities.not to forget,some of us who confronting/catching up with their interpersonal conflicts that have been put on hold because he/she need full attention towards SPM.

okay-okay,ape yang aku cuba sampai kan di sini sebenarnya sangat simple,cuma ade sikit mengarut-ngarut je.yang mana lebih menyeksakan? situasi A:preparation untuk SPM atau situasi B: penantian result SPM.
surprisingly,aku rasa situasi B lebih menyeksakan.kenapa?sebab clearly i hate waiting and things that seem ENDLESS.plus,aku rasa situasi A sangat menyenangkan.i have fun preparing for the exams.lagipun,aku nampak halatuju dan purpose segala preparation tue.aku tau bila SPM tu akan tiba.takdela nampak cam endless.

conclusion: aku vote for Situasi B

the question now is,korang pilih yang mana?apa pendapat korang?tell me..

kembali semula

happy chinese new year everybody!!!
wahh,sudah lama aku tidak mengeluarkan karutan-karutan bernas di blog ku ini.aku baru saja pulang dari Jakarta.family trip lahh katekan.selama 4 hari aku berada di sana.meeting whole loads of new and interesting people.i mean,my newly found relatives from my mum's side.hmm,i always know my mum had so-called 'family bloodline' from there but i don't exactly expect to meet them in the flesh.haha.tak sangka aku dapat tengok ayah kepada atuk aku.bukanla jumpa orangnya coz that is kinda impossible to the fact that he is already rest peacefully [insyaallah] seven feet below the ground.ahah.aku dapat lihat gambarnya sahaja.original black and white picture fromthe old days lagi.wahh. my mum : Noor Hashimah bt Saadudin bin Ahmad bin ????
selama 17 tahun aku hidup,aku tak pernah tengok pun muka moyang [Ahmad] hanya dengar nama dan ceritanya [dari atuk aku dulu mase aku kecik-kecik,die selalu storykan kat aku] dan finally aku dapat tengok.ada la jugak rasa bangga kat dalam diri coz aku berpeluang untuk melihat nya,walaupun ia hanyalah sekeping foto lama.rupa-rupanya,family di sebelah ibuku berasal dari Pekan Baru,Indonesia.orang Melayu Riau. [i think?] banyak juga infomarsi yang aku dapat mengenai sejarah family aku tapi rasanya tak perlulah aku rungkaikan di sin.nanti kang buat pening sajep.aku sendiri pun hampir gila memahamkan segalanya.haha.anyways,i had loads of shopping fun and having fun meeting new cousins yang sangat best.nie yang lagi semangat nak story pasal my whole journey.

DAY ONE 24 january 2009

bangun pagi yang sangat dreaded.walaupun excited nak pergi tapi waking up in the morning is soo not my stuff.ugh.not to mention sleepless night before.kenapa aku tidak boleh tidur?jeng-jeng-jeng.i was damn as hell WORRIED.begini ceritanya,for this trip,my dad give me the responsibility to booked the flight tickets and stuff.i did it online.but i don't know what wrong i did,the iternary and the invoice did not reached to my dad's email like it should.but my um's credict card has been deducted.adding more drama is my dad.lagi bertambah resah lah aku dibuatnya.aku takut nanti nama takde for that flight.perasaan aku masa bersiap-siap pagi tue is : excited + cuak + dreaded [not good in the mornings]. sampaikan i choose to wear a skirt for that day!!!sesungguhnya Liyana dan skirt merupakan combination yang mampu membuatkan orang ramai gelak berguling-guling kat lantai.aha.luggage semua nicely packed and we're off from our Puncak Jalil house.breakfastnya di luar aja.truly Malaysian breakfast,roti canai and nasi lemak.aku makan nasi lemak sebab aku adalah antara 47% rakyat Malaysia yang lebih gemarkan nasi lemak sebgai sarapan pagi.agak terkedek-kedek jalan kerana aku memakai jeans skirt.aduihs.sampai di LCCT and terus check-in luggage.dupp-dupp-dupp,nervous aku.aku duduk jauhh-jauh dari kaunter check-in tu.cuaks beb!dan finally both luggage dah selamat di-check-in-kan.haaa,lega sikit.tapi kan,honstly,aku masih rasa tak lega lagi.tak tau la kenapa.hang around the departure hall while waiting for the plane.telinga disumbat kan dengan mp3.lagu dishuffle one after another.pehh,nikmatnye rase cam kat live concert! sambil berbalas sms,just love technologies these days.and finally its time to fly.tagline AirAsia : Now Everyone Can Fly membuatkan aku berfikir tentang banyak perkara.tak perlu aku ungkapkan di sini.haa,finally aku selamat duduk di seat AK0945.my sis was in the window seat.while waiting for the others to board,aku terlupa sesuatu.

aku : alamak long,angah lupe msj eika la.
akak aku: lehh,ko nie.
aku : fon da tutup.
akak aku : nah,amik nie [sambil menyuakan Nokia N81 nya]
aku [monolog dalaman] : huhu,nasib baik.
aku : thanks2 [sambil menaip secara franticnye]
a few minutes later..
akak aku : nie mesej eika..
mesej eika : haa,nanti dalam flight duduk diam2,jgn men lari2.nnti segan lk aku.
aku : huhu.aku mempunyai set of frens yang sangat menghiburkan.

okays,time to fly!ready and we're off.next to me was a very pertty girl.a chinese-indonesian girl who studied in Sunway College.she gone back for CNY holidays.seh told us a few interesting places to shop.good tips.this girl is those high-class indonesian.LV handbag,iPhone,anna sui makeups and a Sony vaio laptop! whoa,slow down on the brands there sister!
spend our whole flight journey chitt-chatting about interesting places in Jakarta we must visit.after 2hours we landed in Jakarta,the land of Malay origin.alhamdulilah.bid our new friend,Nini good bye and we took off as our uncle [pak tuo] and cousin sister [kak alia] were waiting for us outside the airport.this the first time we [me,my sis and bro] are going to meet our cousin sister after a few months my sis keep in touch with her tru YM.aha,dah macam jejak kasih dah aku rase.one funny thing happen,my dad is pushing the trolley with our bags on and suddenly a random man insisted to push it formy dad,my dad was stunned then my uncle said,"hamdan,nggak apa2,biar ini supirnya tolakin" haha.shud see the face on my dad.priceless!haha.so,from the airport we travelled to Pondok Pinang where we will be staying.our relatives house.being in the car after a plane ride was really disturbing plus the horrible traffic in Jakarta.ughh,i love KL jams better.after about 1hour,we reached Pondok Pinang.finally.the house aged 40 years and big.whoa,talk about history.the place is really homey.i like it.after freshen up myself a little bit.we sit down for a very scrumptious meal.and there's where my food journey of Jakarta begins.we are then joined by kak alia's other siblings: kak iin and kak ingkan then their mum,mak tuo [a really great cook] unfortunately,kak alia has to go in the office coz she has some important work to do.so me and my sis and my mum sembang-sembang with kak iin,kak ingkan and abg dennis [kak ingkan's husband,a dutch] having oo much fun talking to them.discovery: kak iin is in linguistic line,to be exact in english,so is her husband [abg idwan,piracy expert,haha] while kak ingkan is a lawyer [business law] and abg dennis hmm im not sure but he use an iPhone! hell yes..later that evening,me and my sis followed kak ingkan and abg dennis to Senayan Mall to look around.i end up buying my self two pair of shoes.aha.and we all have a desert adventure.bermula dengan ice-cream yogurt yang non-calorie then a night-tea at the Bakeinz having French pastries.notice the youngsters in Jakarta are worst the those in KL.and i survive Jakarta traffic!!!pehh,the traffic memang giler,nak lintas jalan pun rase cam nak mati.haha.then aroung 10-ish we went home.abg dennis's driving was cool.then when we arrived home,there guests waiting for us [how weird is that?] our other uncle's family.pak cik amrizal,mak cik imas and their daughter kak vita,the tall and slender former model.wahh,she's pretty.talk-talk somemore for a bit and lights off,end off day one. [uish,terlebih panjang lak day one nie nye story,huhu.]

DAY TWO 25 january 2009

bestnye dapat tidur dengan aman.rase cam dah lama aku tak dapat sleep as soundly as i slept last night.bangun pagi dan breakfast yang sungguh enak sekali.i will upload the picture later.note: aku sangat tidak ada mood untuk meng-snapp picture banyak-banyak,aku hanya meng-snapp gambar-gambar makanan sahaja.huhu.kate food journey kans.rencana hari ini,melawat ke Taman Mini Indonesia.lebih kurang cam Taman Mini Malaysia la jugak tapi ia dibuka pada tahun 1988 dan lebih besar,around 60hektar.ade model-model rumah tradisional [bukan replika,boleh live in punye,comel.] ade museums and many more.our 'touguide' kak alia gave soo many useful informations,haha.we go visit one of the many museums there,Muzium keprajuritan.banyak perkara baru yang aku belajar.fact: Do you that Indonesia gain their independence by fighting?.bukan cam Malaysia yang gain our independence by discussing it with the British.kat muzium tue,ade banyak statues dan cerita tentang perjuangan penduduk tempatan demi mendapatkan kemerdekaan.dan to my surprise,ade a few pahlawan-pahlawan kemerdekaannya merupakan kaum wanita.haha.sebagai seorang wanita,aku berasa sangat berbangga.before this,i just know about Raden Ajeng Kartini [she got the same birthday as i am] dia seorang pejuang untuk hak pendidikan bagi wanita.sekarang aku tau lebih ramai pahlawan-pahlawan wanita yang lain,namely: Cut Nyak Meutia,Dewi Sartika and many other more yang aku kurang ingat.huhu.tapi konklusi pengajaran yang aku dapat through my visit to this museum is erti kemerdekaan bagi rakyat di Indonesia mungkin agak berbeza dengan kita di Malaysia.mungkin jiwa patriotik mereka lebih kuat.well,they do fight by their own limbs for the independence.di negara kita juga begitu tapi towards the independence time,our way of gaining the independence is more diplomatic.both diplomatic and fighting give different effects.aku agak semangat kerana,aku baru mengetahui yang cara Indonesia mendapatkan kemerdekaan mereka adalah denagn cara berlawan.aku ingat sama je cam kat Tanah Melayu.haha.aku juga belajar banyak tentang sejarah dan susur galur keluarga aku sendiri.very interesting info yang aku dapat.setelah penat berjalan-jalan kat Taman Mini Malaysia tue,kami pun make our move to lunch.Nasi Padang Sederhana.pergh,best giler.the food was divine.the taste is different than the Nasi Padang we used to eat in Sari Ratu,Kampung Pandan.maybe the enviroment kot.haha.then we head home to rest for a lilttle bit before heading to the mall.around evening we head to the Pondok Indah Mall.our kak ingkan said Pondok Indah is like Beverly Hills.hmm?true?yup.all the high-class people shops there.first we head to the hugest arcade i ever seen for my brother and his new partner in crime,Raffi.spend quite a long time there.then we shop around.i got myself the new Sheila on7's album.wahhh,bestnye.i always adore their music.sangat refreshing.dan got myself a new storybook,title: Dream Girl.will upload the pictures later.pulang ke rumah for dinner.wahh,again sangat sedap.mak tuo is a great cook i tell you.hahas.hang around with kak alia,my sis and my mum [surprise?hahas.] for a while and lights off end of day two.

DAY THREE 26 january 2009

wake up very early [awal la for people cam aku] to pack our bags and head to pak cik Amrizal's house.and not to mention its pak tuo's 69th birthday.whoa..thats a big number.semoga panjang umurnya ya.another hunormous spread of breakfast on the dining table.i like..then we bid our cousins and uncle/aunty good bye to head to Tanah Abang with pakcik Amrizal and Makcik Imas for another shopping spree.hahas.the price was ridiculously cheap! and the clothes were soo cute.talk about,wardobe renovation! finally,i got myself 3 tops,a handbag and a few scarfs.aku sangat menyukai.mak aku yang shops like hell.tak pernah aku tengok die camni.haha.my sis?hmm,mungkin takde yang berkenan di hati nya kot.surprisingly,my dad tak merungut sikit pun.selalunya die bising-bising suruh cepat la ape la.and we got a very good price for all the stuff we bought coz my makcik Imas is really good at bargaining.haha.gotta learn the skills lah.then after taht we go lunch.again,nasi padang.haha.great meal.i had soto padang.wuhuhu.sangat sedp.aku memang suka soto tapi the one yang baku selalu makan is soto jawa timur.nanti aku nak wat tour and try all the soto there are in Indonesia.hahas.tapi soto kat Malaysia nie aku tak minat sangat.too bad..and we bought deserts; serabi and lopes.haha.sweet tooth.we head to makcik Imas house to call it a day.there we met abg kiki wit wife kak luzi,kak tia wit husband and kak vita again.also met lil Kenzi and lil Auraa.soo kiut.sampai rase nak campak kat laut.haha.chit and chat some more and lights off end of day three.

DAY FOUR 28 January 2009

tidur agak terganggu seawal 6:30pagi,aduhh.kak vita and kak tia nak pergi kerja."daadaa,sampai ketemu ya?" insyaallah nanti kak vita akan visit kitorang pulak,same case as kak alia la.boleh-boleh,bagi tour for you guys special nye.haha.start packing-packing to catch the plane back to kuala lumpur.wahh,pilu je rase bile nak balik.haha.another spread of goodness for breakfast.haha.then we're off to the airport around 10-ish then board to the plane around 1:10pm.tak shopping kat airport pun.mama kate "too much" lagipun,barang-barang dijual dala USD.soo,kinda expensive la jugak.aaa,excited pulak nak balik KL jumpa friends and boyfriend!!!hahas.kelakar je.touched down in KL around 7-ish.alhamdulilah selamat sampai.

fikirkan

aku tergerak hati nak menulis post kali ini tentang satu perkara yang sudah lama menjadi kanser dalam kehidupan masyarakat melayu kita sekarang.bukanlah baru sekrang sebenarnya,dah lama tapi aku baru 'matang plus dewasa' untuk menyuarakan pendapat.satu kejadian telah mentrigger otak aku untuk berfikir dan seterusnya berkongsi pendapat kat sini.salah satu cara aku untuk mengelakkan daripada otak aku berkarat!
nearby my parents's office,ada satu 'Cyber-cafe' yang dibuka.well,kalau korang tengok dari segi fizikalnya,korang pun boleh agak yang that 'Cyber-cafe' buat illegal business.that shop dibuka mase around March 2008.dulu bila tiap-tiap kali aku balik dari sekolah,aku selalu usha jugak ape sebenarnya yang ada kat dalam tuhs.well,nak buat camne,dah kate buzybody.haha.aku notice yang all the computers kat dalam tu bukanlah purposenye untuk ber-online cara normal.aaa,bagaimana aku nak sampaikan pada kalian ya?senang cerite,komputer yang ada kat dalam kedai tu adalah untuk berjudi.kalau korang selalu tengok channel AXN 701 cerite 'Las Vegas',korang notice tak the SLOTS MACHINES yang ada kat dalam tu?haa,'game' macam tue la yang ade kat komputer dalam kedai tu.ada lagi yang lain,tapi aku tak perasan pulak.masa mula-mula kedai tu beroperasi,ade la jugak pernah kena rate dengan polis tapi lepas tu kedai tue bukak cam biase balik.kenapa ye itu berlaku?hmm,aku tak pasti.owner kedai tersebut adalah chinese.ala-ala taiko-taiko.tapi yang paling menyedihkan,pekerja [tukang jage kedai tue,yang open and close the shop] dan pelanggan/pengunjung setia kedai tue majoritinya Melayu.rase nak cepuk-cepuk je orang-orang tu pastu nak cakap,"hish,korang nie kat sekolah tak belajar ke?dose tau x?" tapi mane boleh buat,kang tak pasal je aku kena balik.huhu.kang terpaksa lak korang-korang datang melawat aku.haha.masa nak buat buat post nie aku da la rujuk-rujuk sikit kat buku-buku yang ada kat rumah nie.kalau kat sekolah menengah,kita dah belajar pasal judi secara boleh lah nak kate terperinci masa kat form one lagi.tapi kalau sape-sape yang masa sekolah rendah dah pergi sekolah agama,mereka dah belajar pasal judi nie masa darjah lima lagi.

i quoted a piece of reminder for all of us from the holy Quran, Surah Al-Baqarah: ayat 129
maksud ayat tersebut:

mereka bertanya kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) tentang arak dan judi. katakanlah: "Pada kedua-duanya dosa besar dan ada pula beberapa manfaat bagi manusia, tetapi dosa kedua-duanya lebih besar daripada manfaatnya." Dan mereka bertanya pula kepadamu: "Apa yang mereka belanjakan (dermakan)?" Katakanlah: "(Dermakanlah apa-apa) yang lebih daripada keperluan. Demikianlah Allah menerangkan ayat-ayat-nya kepadamu supaya kamu berfikir"

Judi ialah sejenis pertaruhan dengan menggunakn wang atau barang yang berharga bertujuan untuk mendapatkan keuntungan yang berlipat ganda.contoh-contoh permainan judi ialah Sport Toto,4D,bookie bola sepak,permainan mesin slot dan sebagainya.aktiviti menyabung ayam yang menggunakan wang pertaruhan juga adalah satu bentuk perjudian.dah lah berjudi,menyeksa haiwan pulak tue.hukum berjudi adalah HARAM di sisi agama islam.hukuman bagi orang yang berjudi ialah didenda dan harta hasil perjudiannya dirampas.how about the punishments by the law of Hudud?haha.i don't know.hee.no offence.

berjudi nie gak mendatangkan banyak kesan buruk kepada individu,keluarga dan komuniti:

• menimbulkan pergaduhan dan permusuhan di kalangan masyarakat
• membuang masa dan mengabaikan tanggungjawab dan tugas yang diamanahkan
• mengabaikan tanggungjawab terhadap ahli keluarga
• melahirkan individu yang malas.

banyak lagi kesan buruk yang datang daripada perbuatan berjudi nie.kita pikir ikut logik akal pun boleh figure it out.tengok kisah-kisah benar yang ada kat TV pun membantu kita sedar tentang kesan buruk perbuatan ni.jadi,moral of this post is, Setiap umat islam hendaklah menjauhkan diri daripada amalan berjudi.Allah meletakkan hukum berjudi itu sebagai dosa besar dan haram kerana ia mendatangkan banyak kesan buruk kepada manusia.


just for thoughts.
seronok gak tulis2 cmni.
dats all fer now....

jawapan?

dengan membaca buku ini,harap-harap aku dapat kecapi jawapan yang aku cari..

mengapa?

sekarang ini,aku dilanda kesedihan.kenapa?hmm.let see,mungkin kerana terlalu banyak saudara-saudara islam kita yang ditindas dan dibunuh oleh Rejim Zionis Israel yang tak berhati perut dan kejam tu.kadang-kadang aku tak sanggup nak tengok berita pukul 8pm [Buletin Utama kat TV3] hari-hari mesti bilangan orang islam yang mati kat Semenanjung Gaza bertambah-tambah.tak kira la lelaki,perempuan atau orang tua.dan yang lebih menyayat hati [buat aku rase nak pergi bom negara Israel tuhs] Rejim Zionis berterus-terusan membunuh kanak-kanak yang tidak bersalah.kanak-kanak itu tidak mengerti apa-apa,adakah adil untuk Rejim Zionis merampas kehidupan dan masa depan mereka?aku sendiri pun tak faham apa sebab utama Israel menyerang dan mengganggu rakyat Palestine selama ini.apa point ntah????soalan ini aku ajukan kepada mama.dan mama menyuruh ku membaca sebuah buku yang mungkin boleh memberi jawapan kepada soalan aku itu.akan ku kongsi segala pelajaran dan pengetahuan yang aku peroleh dengan kalian semua.buat masa sekarang,sama-sama lah kita mendoakan saudara-saudara islam kita yang berada dalam kesusahan dan ketakutan .semoga mereka berada di bawah payungan rahmat allah.amiin~ and tak lupa juga doakan keselamatan petugas-petugas Malaysia yang berada di sana untuk menghulurkan bantuan kepada mangsa-mangsa di Palestine.insyaallah,dengan niat mereka yang suci dan ikhlas untuk membantu,Allah akan melindungi mereka sentiasa.amiin~

a couple of weeks ago,aku YM dengan seorang rakan [infact,he was my classmate] and he told me about sadness,soorow and despair.pada mulanya,aku malas nak amik peduli sangat atas ape yang dia perkatakan tapi kini setelah beberapa minggu berlalu,baru aku terfikir.yup,i agree my friend.sadness,sorrow and despair do play an important role in our lives.kawan aku tu kate,"kita kena belajar memahami sorrow and despair kerana dari situlah kita dapat mewujudkan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan". okay,maybe thats not exactly what he said,tapi inilah yang aku faham dari apa yang dia katakan tempoh hari.aplikasi kenyataan ini kepada kehidupan aku,"bila aku lihat dan saksikan kejadian di Palestine,aku rasa sangat sedih,sangat marah dan rase nak nanges sambil hentak-hentak kaki kat lantai [bukti kewujudan sadness,sorrow and despair dalam diri aku].tapi apabila aku lihat kehidupan aku di bumi Malaysia yang bertuah ini,aku rase bahagia dan gembira.dan yang paling penting,aku rasa bersyukur.ini merupakan bukti kewujudan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan dalam diri apabila aku telah mewujudkan kesedihan dalam diri ini."
jadi,moral of the story,kita tak boleh dan tak perlu lari dari kesedihan kerana whether we like it or not,ia adalah satu faktor penting dalam kitaran perasaan manusia.we just need to learn the skills to manage the sorrow effectively so that it do not spread out and effect other things in our life. *note:if you are reading this my friend,thank you.and actually,i do care about what's happening around me cume maybe i am not as alert as you do.anyway,thank you.*

pertama

5th january 2009,tarikh 'bersejarah' bagi kanak-kanak yang berumur 7 tahun kerana mereka telah melangkah masuk ke alam persekolahan.tahniah.and for those who start their high school today,aha the rollercoaster ride has just begun.beware y'all.*evil laughs [ala-ala Drakken from Kim Possible]*
setinggi-tinggi tahniah aku ucapkan kepade my oh-so-beloved-cousin-sister yang start form one hari ini kat SMK TTDI.dearest kak ngah,how was your first day?not so bad i hope.haha.
sejak tarikh keramat 27 November 2008,hari ini merupakan the first ever time untuk tahun ini [pehh,drana sak aku nie,2209 bru 5 hari saje] aku bangun awal.sangat terharu beb!well,kena bangun awal pun sebab terpaksa.adik aku [muhamad hazman bin hamdan] nak pergi sekolah.disebabkan mak dan ayah aku is not in the picture,kakak aku kena lah hantar si budak kecik tue ke sekolah.around 6:00 am i woke up and bergolek-golek atas katil sebelum ada perasaan nak meninggalkan katil tercinta.
fenomena biase kat area sekolah tue memang mencabar kesabaran pagi.note: kat area tu memang tiap-tiap pagi traffic jam sebab kat situ ada apartments,sekolah rendah,sekolah menengah,sekolah rendah agama and a mosque.memang conjested abes lah.yang lebih menyumbang kepada kesesakan tue iz sifat tak sabar,kelam kabut and takde toleransi di kalangan pemandu.maklum la,pagi-pagi.semua nak cepat,semua nak rush so begitu lah jadiknya.pernah sekali tue,trapped in that traffic jam for about 30minutes.wahh,memang panas hati je.kekadang jalan kaki lagi cepat sampai daripada naik kereta.pagi tadi adik aku pergi sekolah rendah agama dulu,so mase sampai tue ramai lah ibubapa yang ada untuk menghantar anak mereka ke sekolah.pelajar-pelajar darjah satu kelihatan sangat kecil,tak terlampau kalau aku kate dorang nie 'tak cukup makan ke?'.haha.pada ketika itu,tak kira pelajar darjah 1 ke darjah 2 ke darjah 3 ke,mesti jalan pimpin tangan dengan ibubapa masing-masing.sangat lah innocent wajah masing-masing ketika itu.aku terfikir sejenak,"sekarang masih berpimpin tangan dengan ibubapa,tapi 10 tahun lagi,segala-galanya mungkin berubah dan mungkin juga tidak berubah,god knows what will they become in the future."
pada sebelah tengahari,misi menghantar En.Hazman ke sekolah rendah.tahun ini,dia bergelar seorang pengawas.hmm,being the person i am,reaksi dalam fikiran ku berbunyi begini,"pengawas?aduhh,kakak anti-pengawas tetiba adik jadik pengawas." tapi being a 'good' sister [still in process] i am proud and very much support my brother's duties.aha.while my sister settling si budak kecik nye hal,aku melepakkan diri di dalam kereta kerana aku tak berapa sihat.note::i hate stomachache!!! then notice lower form students of smk bts baru nak masuk ke gate sekolah.i think the ones i saw form 1.hati ku berkata-kata,"alahai,baiknya masing-masing.uniform ikut rules,segala-galanya ikut rules lah senang cite.i give them 6 months from now and all of that will change.tak pun,transformation period yang lama sikit take about 1 year." haha.ternyata aku sangat la keji.well,i am indeed a pessimist person.very much indeed.can't blame me for thinking in that particular direction.tapi aku takde lah samakan semua or assuming all will end up the way i said,tapi aku bercakap berdasarkan circle of friends,attitude,appearance and the way they talk.oleh itu,different people,different outcome.kebetulan atau takdir menemukan aku dengan Nadiah [5pintar 2008].dia bercerita sedikit sebanyak tentang sekolah.sad news,16 teachers da transfer and Pn.Selva no longer with BTS.good news:Pn.rohana no longer the high and mighty Pengetua.hahaha.sekian karutan berakhir di sini dahulu.


aku rasa aku belum
bersedia nak tinggalkan
alam persekolahan.
have fun at school everybody.

music

coretan hari ini bermula dengan ucapan terima kasih yang tak terhingga kepada seorang rakan aku yang sangat baikk.terima kasih kerana menolong aku hunt fer songs.tengkiu-tengkiu.fareez,you are the best ahh.huhu.
music save my soul.tengah browse-browse kat alam maya ini,i came across a graphic yang ade that saying.i meant, 'music save my soul'.memang betul kah kata-kata itu?kerana itukah muzik wujud di muka bumi ini?hmm.satu persoalan yang tak dapat aku cari jawapannya.apa pendapat anda semua?maybe music exists to save our soul from corodes atau mungkin muzik dapat membantu kita untuk feel more 'alive'.adding colours to our daily lives.

music also can be very helpful in psychological therapy.betul taktipu.my mum one of the millions people who use it.music such yang soothing.the ones which can bring peace and serenity to patient's mind and soul [perhaps,likewise,when peace is brought to our mind,it will also bring peace to our mind.according to a pyschologist in The Oprah Winfrey Show which i just watched last night.heh.]

cam boleh hilang stress la music therapy nie.in our previous trip to Bali,my mum bought a few Cd's which happens to be some kind of music therapy.unfortunately,aku tak jumpa kat mana Cd-Cd tersebut ber-semorok [semorok=sembunyi + sorok,credits to beloved kak Ana Nabilla].tapi yang pasti muzik-muzik tersebut is like'the sound of the sea','forest','waves','sunset dance' and such la.so.hargai lah muzik yang wujud di sekeliling kita.walaupun muzik katak bernyanyi,yang memang nyata sangat annoying dan menyakitkan telinga.di kala langit menjadi gelap dan bulan sangat indah mengambang,nyanyian katak kedengaran di luar rumah aku.maybe because of the fish pond.hmm?ada kaitan ke kehadiran katak kat rumah aku dengan fish pond yang ade?entahlah.ternyata ilmu biologi semakin tipis di otak aku nie.tapi malangnya,blog aku sendiri sunyi daripada muzik-muzik indah.kenapa?haish,aku masih belum temui lagu yang betul-betul sesuai untuk didengar sambil membaca coretan dan karutan ku ini.


menjadi seorang observant
more concern towards my circle
one step at a time

karutan bermula di kala hujan

my current obsession.word searching.
seronok.boleh blaja fokus.to tell u the truth,
buat mende nie kinda relaxing.
at least aku tak rase otak cm nk karat la bile buat menda nie.
ade la sorang hambe allah yang sangat bertuah kate otak aku
da nak karat.aduhh.
oleh itu,mari lah kite buat word search nie...
*jeng..jeng..jeng..*

finally.....
menda nie berada dalam possesion aku juge akhirnya.
their first Ep.thumbs up....

singgah di kiosk Malayan Distro membuatkan aku terfikir nak change my whole clothing statement la.tapi bile di nilai-nilai semula,cam agak boyish pulak.hmm?do i need to go back to the past?hmm again.maybe juz try dulu with a few outfits.tapi yang paling penting,'kaa-ching' mesti ade.sooo,kenalah tunggu parents aku balik dulu.huhu.

di kala hujan lebat pada
ketika ini,aku diselubungi
kebosanan tahap yang
boleh membunuh,tolong!!!!

pertama

coretan pertama untuk tahun 2009.mukaddimah untuk sebuah buku baru.haha.tapi kenapa aku tak rase excited pun ye?cam new year kali nie aku rase tak semangat sangat.seolah-olah pertukaran tahun ini tak memberi impak yang begitu besar dalam diri aku.mungkin sebab aku berat hati nak tinggalkan tahun 2008 yang sangat banyak kenangan manis kot.ntahla.tapi apa-apa pun,life must go on.aku tak ada daya untuk menghalang tahun 2009 daripada hadir,betul tak?dah jadi lumrah kehidupan.sama la jugak macam kita tak boleh nak stopkan bumi ini daripada berputar.tak kira la apa pun yang kita buat,bumi ini tetap akan berputar,siang tetap berubah menjadi malam dan begitu juga sebaliknya.itulah kuasa tuhan.jadi,the moral of the story is,apa-apa pun yang berlaku kita kenalah terima dengan redha dan tabah menghadapinya.cakap pasal 'redha' nie buat aku teringat kepada seorang sahabat aku yang sedang mengalami dugaan dalam kehidupan.aduhh.aku simpati.tapi aku tak dapat nak bantu apa-apa selain memberi dia kat-kat semangat untuk stay positive always.kita masih muda,masih banyak yang kita akan hadapi.so sekarang kita enjoy dulu.kepada si dia,"bunga bukan sekuntum,peluang untuk kau masih ada." hadapi dengan senyuman.


kita dapat belajar daripada
kehidupan orang lain.
itulah,advantage ade ramai kawan.

2009

goodbye 2008,hello and most warmest welcome to year 2009.tak sangka dah nak masuk tahun baru.meaning,bermula lah satu lagi perjalanan hidup yang baru.mungkin tahun 2009 ini agak istimewa bagi aku,kerana for the first time in whole life,aku tak perlu lagi mendaftarkan diri ke sekolah.haha.sesuatu yang menggembirakan?mungkin ye dan mungkin juga tidak.bila pergi any shopping mall yang ada sale 'Back to School' and usha semua uniform sekolah yang dijual,i have the funny feeling in my stomach.macam perut kena tickle pun ada.aduish.hopefully,tahun 2009 ini memberi aku peluang dan nafas baru.2008 dah habis,2009 pun baru nak mula.semua orang sibuk tanya aku pasal azam.resolutions.hmm?sebenarnya,aku tak pernah ada azam yang betul-betul aku nak buat.dulu masa form4 je aku ada azam.and alhamdulilah aku berjaya [kot?] menunaikannye.yang kelakarnya,mase new year's eve tu semangat-semangat buat banyak azam [takdelah banyak sangat,tapi lebih dari satu la gak.] tapi yang aku tunaikan cuma satu saja.haha.nak wat camne,i am not exactly known for focussing my full attention to stuff.lagi-lagi kalau perkara yang importante.things yang silly-silly boleh la aku fokus.hmm,mane tak mak aku suke ngamuk ngan aku,kan-kan?tapi untuk tahun 2009 aku dah found out a few ways to make my resolutions come true.

*source: article from the University of Washington*

• have a strong initial commitment to make a change
  
• have full self-confidence in self with the resolutions made
• keep track of your progress
• avoid thinking or making resolutions at the last minute
• do not burden ourselves with so many resolution.2 or 3 is quite enough.
  

dalam article tue ada state a few things yang boleh lead towards resolution failure,tapi satu isi nie yang paling menarik perhatian aku: framing your resolution as absolute by saying,"I will never do ***** again".
my reaction masa baca the article is "oooooo,tak boleh rupenye,cehhhh"
sekarang baru aku tau,jelas dan nyata aku nie sangat ignorance orangnye.huhu.kenapa tidak boleh?well,dalam article tue tak bagitau pulak why,tapi aku try to come up with my own reasoning.reason aku sendiri yang boleh memuaskan jiwa dan raga aku.setelah penat berfikir....barulah aku dapat jawapan.jawapan yang aku tak boleh nak olah kat sini sebab aku xreti nak cakap in proper words.so,kalau anda nak tahu,dipersilakan dengan segala hormatnya untuk masuk dalam kepala otak aku nie.haha.

Nur Liyana's Resolutions for 2009

• i will try to be honest [yang serious-serious nie] to all the people around me and definitely i want to be honest to myself.
• aku nak jadi orang yang lebih menggambarkan maksud nama aku.dari semua segi.fizikal [nie tak perlu kot] emosi,hati dan perasaan.

aku harap aku dapat tunaikan semua nie.untu kebaikan diri aku jugak.haha.so,bagaimana dengan azam tahun baru anda?

its great to be back!
sekian,coretan terakhir untuk 2008.
31st december 2008

teddy and grizzly

a very vicious act from a grizzly bear.

a typical teddy bear who is a very fluffy creature.
ingat kamu nie cute sangat ke?pls la.

with all due respect,aku tidak menulis post ini untuk meng-offend mana-mana pihak yang sangat meminati and adore teddy bears.aku sekadar ingin menyarakan pendapat aku sahaja.memang betul,aku ade la sikit dendam ngan benda alah yang digelar teddy bear nie.tapi itu bukanlah alasan utama aku untuk menulis post ini.okay,kenapa bear atau beruang selalu digambarkan cam very the cute,safe,unvicious and innocent?senang kate,kenapa beruang yang sebenarnye ganas giler and boleh mengancam nyawa manusia digambarkan dalam bentuk teddy bear yang sangat cute dan baik?tak rase cam kelakar ke?actually frasa yang lebih tepat untuk kenyataan itu is,"tak rase cam kena tipu ke?" cube korang semua bayangkan,there is one little girl walking in the woods and saw a sleeping grizzly bear.and she was soo excited to see a real 'teddy bear' and she ran towards the bear and hug it.what do you think will happen?this situation proves that the illusion that the teddy bear is picturing is very dangerous.lagi-lagi kepada kanak-kanak.kerana mereka masih kecil untuk actually faham and sedar tentang hakikat yang 'teddy bear' sebenar is a very vicious creature.so,kenapakah bear atau beruang yang sebenarnye ganas digambarkan seperti teddy bear yang safe dan tak ganas?anyone?tolonglah jawab soalan yang menjadi dilemma aku nie.penat dah pikir.fyi,aku nye dendam kat menda alah teddy bear nie sebab selalunye bulu die buat aku selesema.wahh,marah giler aku! *note:: serious face*

sekadar menyuarakan pendapat.
typing off now.