last 'teen'?

weekend flew by very fast! havent really got the chance to refresh myself. but time will not wait for no man, in this case, woman. laughs. woman ke? LMAO! today, me, my mum and my adik went to hunt my books to use in college as i cant find them in our college bookstore. we used the public transport. not a weird thing for me laa. kate pun student, takde lesen pulak tuu, kne laa gune public transport selalu kan? ayat berlagak je. dushh! But it is weird for my mum though as she go everywhere with a car. okays, that's besides the point. when we're in the car (my dad sent us to the train station.) :

me: maa, i'm going to be 19 this year! omg!
mum: haa, this gonna be your last year with the number 1 age.
me: that's why. scary!
mum: so, be ready. makin banyak cabaran mendatang.
me: *thinking*

makin banyak cabaran mendatang. fuhh, listening to those words are enough to make me shivers! is it true? duhh liyana, what a stupid question! but have no fear, i am here! tadadadummhummbamm! sambil mencekak pinggan gaya gaya superwomen, I CAN DO IT, BRING IT ON!

this week gonna be a lil bit hectic (i think.), gonna have my first presentation and submit my paperwork. whoah! take a deeeep breath! like i said before, bring it on! and yet, i havent start my revision for my econs supp paper. very the clever laa you liyana! nevermind, as soon as i meet ms.mah, i'll start! and will promise to crack my head! wee~

i'm currently thinking of what to give my sygs for his birthday. hurm? can i give him my oohsoocalled-loyalty? haha. at least something rite? well people, i'm typing off now, let's us all dreaded of tomorrow as for its MONDAY! may God bless you and have nice sweet dream!

bye bye!

sigh is the theme

menyusun sepuluh jari tangan, meminta maaf zahir dan batin sempena Aidilfitri ini. although Raya nearly over, there's always time for seeking forgiveness. for me, in order for us to forgive and forget, we need to be sincere and honest. that two qualities need time. so that's why i'm a little bit late in this sort of matter. hehe. anyway, my Raya mood just kick-off recently, after coming back from Bali then only my Raya mood came!

sudah lama jejari ini tidak berjalan di atas keyboard tersayang untuk menulis blog. busy busy busy is my main reason. second semester just started, now damn effin busy with quizzes, revision, catching up and such. not only busy with college stuff, but i'm also accidently tangled myself in a big huge giant spider web! *sigh*

there's sooo many stuff happen lately.

i have to stop running away and make a choice. that is what my friends told me. Baqir, Sasha, Jes, Zaza and Zazaa. *sigh*

(1st him)
i am afraid because i dont know him. 1 and half year is kinda a long time. love can slipped away. but it also can be cherish back. am i rite? i mean, if you actually already have a sorta real feelings towards a person, then if the feelings kinda slipped away, you can go looking for it again rite? wait wait. am i making any sense here? and, he need to tell me what he wants! argh! *sigh*

(2nd him)
choice ooh choice, it's not really hard to make rite? i just dont want to hurt him again. i tried being a good friend to him. reply his texts, pick up his calls, IM with him, out makan with him. but for me that's just a friend friend kinda a thing. i am not giving hopes or anything. but why ooh why he take it that way? *sigh*

(3rd him)
you're very hard to read! what's wrong with you? i really have problem with people who dont talk and tell! hello, i cant read your mind! you dont even give me signs or anything. how you expect me to understand? cold treatment and such. tapi bila aku rekindle things back with my past (1st and 2nd) you act soo weird. a piece of sheet! i dont want to think about it anymore. you're now like my brother. thanks.

drama drama drama.
honestly saying, despite all the drama, i do enjoy my life now. really.
there's one day that i feel really BLESSED!
with everything. haha.

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enjoy the pictures. it includes my MakanMakan session.















will update soon about my Bali trip.
till then!!!

kembali semula

happy chinese new year everybody!!!
wahh,sudah lama aku tidak mengeluarkan karutan-karutan bernas di blog ku ini.aku baru saja pulang dari Jakarta.family trip lahh katekan.selama 4 hari aku berada di sana.meeting whole loads of new and interesting people.i mean,my newly found relatives from my mum's side.hmm,i always know my mum had so-called 'family bloodline' from there but i don't exactly expect to meet them in the flesh.haha.tak sangka aku dapat tengok ayah kepada atuk aku.bukanla jumpa orangnya coz that is kinda impossible to the fact that he is already rest peacefully [insyaallah] seven feet below the ground.ahah.aku dapat lihat gambarnya sahaja.original black and white picture fromthe old days lagi.wahh. my mum : Noor Hashimah bt Saadudin bin Ahmad bin ????
selama 17 tahun aku hidup,aku tak pernah tengok pun muka moyang [Ahmad] hanya dengar nama dan ceritanya [dari atuk aku dulu mase aku kecik-kecik,die selalu storykan kat aku] dan finally aku dapat tengok.ada la jugak rasa bangga kat dalam diri coz aku berpeluang untuk melihat nya,walaupun ia hanyalah sekeping foto lama.rupa-rupanya,family di sebelah ibuku berasal dari Pekan Baru,Indonesia.orang Melayu Riau. [i think?] banyak juga infomarsi yang aku dapat mengenai sejarah family aku tapi rasanya tak perlulah aku rungkaikan di sin.nanti kang buat pening sajep.aku sendiri pun hampir gila memahamkan segalanya.haha.anyways,i had loads of shopping fun and having fun meeting new cousins yang sangat best.nie yang lagi semangat nak story pasal my whole journey.

DAY ONE 24 january 2009

bangun pagi yang sangat dreaded.walaupun excited nak pergi tapi waking up in the morning is soo not my stuff.ugh.not to mention sleepless night before.kenapa aku tidak boleh tidur?jeng-jeng-jeng.i was damn as hell WORRIED.begini ceritanya,for this trip,my dad give me the responsibility to booked the flight tickets and stuff.i did it online.but i don't know what wrong i did,the iternary and the invoice did not reached to my dad's email like it should.but my um's credict card has been deducted.adding more drama is my dad.lagi bertambah resah lah aku dibuatnya.aku takut nanti nama takde for that flight.perasaan aku masa bersiap-siap pagi tue is : excited + cuak + dreaded [not good in the mornings]. sampaikan i choose to wear a skirt for that day!!!sesungguhnya Liyana dan skirt merupakan combination yang mampu membuatkan orang ramai gelak berguling-guling kat lantai.aha.luggage semua nicely packed and we're off from our Puncak Jalil house.breakfastnya di luar aja.truly Malaysian breakfast,roti canai and nasi lemak.aku makan nasi lemak sebab aku adalah antara 47% rakyat Malaysia yang lebih gemarkan nasi lemak sebgai sarapan pagi.agak terkedek-kedek jalan kerana aku memakai jeans skirt.aduihs.sampai di LCCT and terus check-in luggage.dupp-dupp-dupp,nervous aku.aku duduk jauhh-jauh dari kaunter check-in tu.cuaks beb!dan finally both luggage dah selamat di-check-in-kan.haaa,lega sikit.tapi kan,honstly,aku masih rasa tak lega lagi.tak tau la kenapa.hang around the departure hall while waiting for the plane.telinga disumbat kan dengan mp3.lagu dishuffle one after another.pehh,nikmatnye rase cam kat live concert! sambil berbalas sms,just love technologies these days.and finally its time to fly.tagline AirAsia : Now Everyone Can Fly membuatkan aku berfikir tentang banyak perkara.tak perlu aku ungkapkan di sini.haa,finally aku selamat duduk di seat AK0945.my sis was in the window seat.while waiting for the others to board,aku terlupa sesuatu.

aku : alamak long,angah lupe msj eika la.
akak aku: lehh,ko nie.
aku : fon da tutup.
akak aku : nah,amik nie [sambil menyuakan Nokia N81 nya]
aku [monolog dalaman] : huhu,nasib baik.
aku : thanks2 [sambil menaip secara franticnye]
a few minutes later..
akak aku : nie mesej eika..
mesej eika : haa,nanti dalam flight duduk diam2,jgn men lari2.nnti segan lk aku.
aku : huhu.aku mempunyai set of frens yang sangat menghiburkan.

okays,time to fly!ready and we're off.next to me was a very pertty girl.a chinese-indonesian girl who studied in Sunway College.she gone back for CNY holidays.seh told us a few interesting places to shop.good tips.this girl is those high-class indonesian.LV handbag,iPhone,anna sui makeups and a Sony vaio laptop! whoa,slow down on the brands there sister!
spend our whole flight journey chitt-chatting about interesting places in Jakarta we must visit.after 2hours we landed in Jakarta,the land of Malay origin.alhamdulilah.bid our new friend,Nini good bye and we took off as our uncle [pak tuo] and cousin sister [kak alia] were waiting for us outside the airport.this the first time we [me,my sis and bro] are going to meet our cousin sister after a few months my sis keep in touch with her tru YM.aha,dah macam jejak kasih dah aku rase.one funny thing happen,my dad is pushing the trolley with our bags on and suddenly a random man insisted to push it formy dad,my dad was stunned then my uncle said,"hamdan,nggak apa2,biar ini supirnya tolakin" haha.shud see the face on my dad.priceless!haha.so,from the airport we travelled to Pondok Pinang where we will be staying.our relatives house.being in the car after a plane ride was really disturbing plus the horrible traffic in Jakarta.ughh,i love KL jams better.after about 1hour,we reached Pondok Pinang.finally.the house aged 40 years and big.whoa,talk about history.the place is really homey.i like it.after freshen up myself a little bit.we sit down for a very scrumptious meal.and there's where my food journey of Jakarta begins.we are then joined by kak alia's other siblings: kak iin and kak ingkan then their mum,mak tuo [a really great cook] unfortunately,kak alia has to go in the office coz she has some important work to do.so me and my sis and my mum sembang-sembang with kak iin,kak ingkan and abg dennis [kak ingkan's husband,a dutch] having oo much fun talking to them.discovery: kak iin is in linguistic line,to be exact in english,so is her husband [abg idwan,piracy expert,haha] while kak ingkan is a lawyer [business law] and abg dennis hmm im not sure but he use an iPhone! hell yes..later that evening,me and my sis followed kak ingkan and abg dennis to Senayan Mall to look around.i end up buying my self two pair of shoes.aha.and we all have a desert adventure.bermula dengan ice-cream yogurt yang non-calorie then a night-tea at the Bakeinz having French pastries.notice the youngsters in Jakarta are worst the those in KL.and i survive Jakarta traffic!!!pehh,the traffic memang giler,nak lintas jalan pun rase cam nak mati.haha.then aroung 10-ish we went home.abg dennis's driving was cool.then when we arrived home,there guests waiting for us [how weird is that?] our other uncle's family.pak cik amrizal,mak cik imas and their daughter kak vita,the tall and slender former model.wahh,she's pretty.talk-talk somemore for a bit and lights off,end off day one. [uish,terlebih panjang lak day one nie nye story,huhu.]

DAY TWO 25 january 2009

bestnye dapat tidur dengan aman.rase cam dah lama aku tak dapat sleep as soundly as i slept last night.bangun pagi dan breakfast yang sungguh enak sekali.i will upload the picture later.note: aku sangat tidak ada mood untuk meng-snapp picture banyak-banyak,aku hanya meng-snapp gambar-gambar makanan sahaja.huhu.kate food journey kans.rencana hari ini,melawat ke Taman Mini Indonesia.lebih kurang cam Taman Mini Malaysia la jugak tapi ia dibuka pada tahun 1988 dan lebih besar,around 60hektar.ade model-model rumah tradisional [bukan replika,boleh live in punye,comel.] ade museums and many more.our 'touguide' kak alia gave soo many useful informations,haha.we go visit one of the many museums there,Muzium keprajuritan.banyak perkara baru yang aku belajar.fact: Do you that Indonesia gain their independence by fighting?.bukan cam Malaysia yang gain our independence by discussing it with the British.kat muzium tue,ade banyak statues dan cerita tentang perjuangan penduduk tempatan demi mendapatkan kemerdekaan.dan to my surprise,ade a few pahlawan-pahlawan kemerdekaannya merupakan kaum wanita.haha.sebagai seorang wanita,aku berasa sangat berbangga.before this,i just know about Raden Ajeng Kartini [she got the same birthday as i am] dia seorang pejuang untuk hak pendidikan bagi wanita.sekarang aku tau lebih ramai pahlawan-pahlawan wanita yang lain,namely: Cut Nyak Meutia,Dewi Sartika and many other more yang aku kurang ingat.huhu.tapi konklusi pengajaran yang aku dapat through my visit to this museum is erti kemerdekaan bagi rakyat di Indonesia mungkin agak berbeza dengan kita di Malaysia.mungkin jiwa patriotik mereka lebih kuat.well,they do fight by their own limbs for the independence.di negara kita juga begitu tapi towards the independence time,our way of gaining the independence is more diplomatic.both diplomatic and fighting give different effects.aku agak semangat kerana,aku baru mengetahui yang cara Indonesia mendapatkan kemerdekaan mereka adalah denagn cara berlawan.aku ingat sama je cam kat Tanah Melayu.haha.aku juga belajar banyak tentang sejarah dan susur galur keluarga aku sendiri.very interesting info yang aku dapat.setelah penat berjalan-jalan kat Taman Mini Malaysia tue,kami pun make our move to lunch.Nasi Padang Sederhana.pergh,best giler.the food was divine.the taste is different than the Nasi Padang we used to eat in Sari Ratu,Kampung Pandan.maybe the enviroment kot.haha.then we head home to rest for a lilttle bit before heading to the mall.around evening we head to the Pondok Indah Mall.our kak ingkan said Pondok Indah is like Beverly Hills.hmm?true?yup.all the high-class people shops there.first we head to the hugest arcade i ever seen for my brother and his new partner in crime,Raffi.spend quite a long time there.then we shop around.i got myself the new Sheila on7's album.wahhh,bestnye.i always adore their music.sangat refreshing.dan got myself a new storybook,title: Dream Girl.will upload the pictures later.pulang ke rumah for dinner.wahh,again sangat sedap.mak tuo is a great cook i tell you.hahas.hang around with kak alia,my sis and my mum [surprise?hahas.] for a while and lights off end of day two.

DAY THREE 26 january 2009

wake up very early [awal la for people cam aku] to pack our bags and head to pak cik Amrizal's house.and not to mention its pak tuo's 69th birthday.whoa..thats a big number.semoga panjang umurnya ya.another hunormous spread of breakfast on the dining table.i like..then we bid our cousins and uncle/aunty good bye to head to Tanah Abang with pakcik Amrizal and Makcik Imas for another shopping spree.hahas.the price was ridiculously cheap! and the clothes were soo cute.talk about,wardobe renovation! finally,i got myself 3 tops,a handbag and a few scarfs.aku sangat menyukai.mak aku yang shops like hell.tak pernah aku tengok die camni.haha.my sis?hmm,mungkin takde yang berkenan di hati nya kot.surprisingly,my dad tak merungut sikit pun.selalunya die bising-bising suruh cepat la ape la.and we got a very good price for all the stuff we bought coz my makcik Imas is really good at bargaining.haha.gotta learn the skills lah.then after taht we go lunch.again,nasi padang.haha.great meal.i had soto padang.wuhuhu.sangat sedp.aku memang suka soto tapi the one yang baku selalu makan is soto jawa timur.nanti aku nak wat tour and try all the soto there are in Indonesia.hahas.tapi soto kat Malaysia nie aku tak minat sangat.too bad..and we bought deserts; serabi and lopes.haha.sweet tooth.we head to makcik Imas house to call it a day.there we met abg kiki wit wife kak luzi,kak tia wit husband and kak vita again.also met lil Kenzi and lil Auraa.soo kiut.sampai rase nak campak kat laut.haha.chit and chat some more and lights off end of day three.

DAY FOUR 28 January 2009

tidur agak terganggu seawal 6:30pagi,aduhh.kak vita and kak tia nak pergi kerja."daadaa,sampai ketemu ya?" insyaallah nanti kak vita akan visit kitorang pulak,same case as kak alia la.boleh-boleh,bagi tour for you guys special nye.haha.start packing-packing to catch the plane back to kuala lumpur.wahh,pilu je rase bile nak balik.haha.another spread of goodness for breakfast.haha.then we're off to the airport around 10-ish then board to the plane around 1:10pm.tak shopping kat airport pun.mama kate "too much" lagipun,barang-barang dijual dala USD.soo,kinda expensive la jugak.aaa,excited pulak nak balik KL jumpa friends and boyfriend!!!hahas.kelakar je.touched down in KL around 7-ish.alhamdulilah selamat sampai.

menganggu

hari nie merupakan hari mengantuk sedunia.disebabkan 'drama marathon' aku and kakak aku malam tadi,mate aku telah merima akibatnye.aduish,its look like i can say good bye to no-panda eyes.malam tadi aku tengok 'charmed'.cerite nie sebenarnye cerite lame.tapi akak aku minat cerite nie so die beli the whole complete season.8 cd semua sekali.tengok lah sampai muntah.hahahaha.walaupun aku takde lah minat sangat kat cerite nie tapi dah akak aku tengok,aku pun join la.rupe-rupenye,seronok gak cerite nie.even better dari chick-flicks yang selalu menjadi hidangan mate aku.pagi nie aku keluar 'kerja' cam biase cume hari nie schedule very the tight.got go here and there.and along our journey,kami berjaye gak singgah jap ke SSA cz my sis ade urusan ngan sorang shooter airforce nie.SSA ku yang tercinta kini penuh dengan orang cz ade competition 3-khidmat and national shooting.and auntie Rita nye stall naik harge cam 'tutt' sikit.maklumlah,ade competition.begitulah ritualnya kalau kat SSA ade competition.it has been like that for almost forever.*exaggerating* dalam kemengantukan dan mate yang hampir tertutup,aku notice that wan is not around.cesh,mamat itu.rase ingin saje ku memberi sepakan penalti kepadenye.ouhh,tidak mengape,lain kali saje.die tak sehat,maybe nervous kot.as usually,my sis jumpe ngan 'adik-adik'nye.and today i feel sangat mahu mencampak due orang 'adik-adik' my sis [wan johor and abg qasyaf] ke dalam gunung berapi hawaii,dah la aku nie mengantuk boleh lak wat lawak bodoh.aish,tensy betul member.after my sis setteled her so-called urusan there,we shoot off to heart of KL [ie:traffic jams and potentially lost place] before sampai aku sempat la gak melelapkan mate ku ini.wahh,nikmatnye dapat tidur.one of the things i like about my sis's car is it is always suitable to my sleeping mode.walaupun kat luar matahari tengah terik,tapi still aku boleh tidur dengan selese kat dalam kerete die.magic huh?hahaha.hari nie gak kitorang meredah hujan 'acid' kat KL tue.wahh,pening plus biol kepale aku jap.kat KL nie,baru hujan lebat sikit dah banjir.jalanraye semua naik air.disebabkan kerete akak aku sangat 'besar' jadi terpakse lah die menggunakan gear 3.mase kitorang sampai kat satu tempat nie,die punye tempat parking dah ditutup,the pintu yang menutup entrance tempat parking tue sangat lah scary,cam dalam cerite 'i am legend'.wahh,men-cuaks-kan jiwe dan rage kuh saje.pastu mase kitorang nak carik jalan masuk ke dalam bangunan tue,ade satu signboard yang agak kelakr and menakutkan.the signboard reads,"AWAS,KAWASAN BANJIR,MELETAK KENDERAAN ATAS RISIKO SENDIRI".bangunan punye la canggih,boleh lak banjir?aku dalam kepale otak dah imagine mende macam-macam dah.aku nie asyik pikir mende-mende tak elok plus negatif jek.haish.alang-alang dah ade kat sini,kitorang pun menyinggah la ke Sogo.to my surprise,ade SALE!!!!wahh,ramai nye perempuan-perempuan bershopping sakan.disebabkan mase yang tidak mencukupi dan budjet yang tak berape nak ade,window shopping je la yang boleh.kat Sogo ade counter Benefit which my sis newfound love.and aku sempat lah di-make-up sikit oleh salesgirl tue.wahh,cam hilang stress aku sikit.[note: the salesgirl very the style,siap pakai bulu mate palsu yang tak nampak cam palsu.] then gerak balik ofis dan menghadap muke harimau abg shukor.haish.nasib-nasib.dah la,mama and babah takde.kami 'dibuli' pulak.but dun get me wrong,bukan buli cam pukul-pukul tue.kalau camtu boleh panggil rakancop saje.what i meant is,'buli' in whole different term.sakit hati aku.why la,these people just go and get a LIFE!!!!cam celake pun ade.waduhh-waduhh.kekadang aku rase macam nak cincang orang.a few night back i got a call from shadiq [best guyfren of mine] but unfortunately i got another call that i 'really' have to take so i got to hang up to him.then last night i got a missed call from ****,i did not respond.then i got a message from baqir saying that i forget about him.hari nie aku dapat message dari kecik [former bestgirlfriend] saying that "Lynn,ko daw lupew kat aku ae?tak syg aku daw kew?".mesej nie la yang wat aku sangat-sangat bengang.die lupe kat aku takpe?aku lupe kat die tak boleh?pale die senget la.selame nie hilang tak tau pergi mane tetibe muncul cakap camtu.wtf!!!!marah giler aku.nak je aku cakap,"aku takde selera nak reply msej ko and aku memang da lupe kat ko sebab ko sendiri da lupekan aku,and please go to hell with your newly found love and friends." tapi disebabkan aku dalam proses nak menjadi seorang yang 'baekk' and 'berhati lembut' so aku tak sent pun mesej tersebut.tapi kan aku sangat pelik la dengan manusie nie.sangat sukar nak dipuaskan hati.ini termasuklah aku.hee.and aku juga seorang manusia yang tidak menyukai perubahan drastik terutama kepada sesuatu yang aku anggap sacred.this lead me to another story of me and my beloved cousin Fazul.we grow up together.we share toys tak kire la die punye kerete atau Barbie dolls aku.we hate and love each other to bits.aku tahan die punye sour loser attitude and die tahan aku nye ***** attitude.we explore a lot of things together.even now we are still like that,cume sekarang kami share our life story with each other.that way,i learn new things about his life and he learn new things through my life because we practically lead a totally different life.but now,when he has a girlfriend,i feel left out.that day mase raya,we suppose to play UNO and Lotto that night because it is our tradional routine of bonding but he can't cz he was tooo busy talking on the phone with his girl.i don't really mind the fact that he have a girlfriend,it just i hate the fact he some sort of forget about me.but i just keep quiet and join my other cousins throughout the raya.siang die busy sms,malam die busy on the phone.ugh!!!!bile sampai mase yang sesuai,aku akan cakap kat die,but not now cz aku masih rase marah dan aku berpotensi stranggle him to death!!!!
that's all for now.nitynite everybody...

seronok yang melampau

terdapat beberapa perkara yang membuatkan aku sangat seronok sampai tahap yang agak melampau pada tarikh 2 dec 2008.

1. dapat video-call ngan mama an babah!!!!finally,after how many days not seeing them.rase cam nak nangis pun ade tapi my sis and lil bro ade so kena la cover macho.haha.you just have to love technology these days.kans?
2. new kit box for my beloved beads!!!!makin senang aku nak merepek-repek.sekarang perlu menambah variasi warne manik-manik tersebut.
3. aku dapat strap phone baru yang sangat la comel dari kakak aku setelah pouch silver phone aku yang lame telah selamat dimasukkan ke dalam tong sampah kat jusco. [takut jinx nye pasal]
4. akhirnya,berjaye buat satu trinket untuk diri aku sendiri.
5. pergi SSA and jumpe wan!!!!!!heeeeee.kesengalan terserlah.

outing

trying out the balinese hair clip [bought from last trip to Bali,however this is the first time aku dapat pakai sebab baru kali nie rambut ku agak panjang,hoho.]
actually trying to do a elegant up-do-twist.
but i am not even close to elegant.hoho.

muke stresss.why???
sesat!!!!

my bro hazman and abg qasyaf [first 'appearance' at SUKMA Terengganu 2008]
one of my sister's 'adik-adik'.
shooter Navy and Melaka.
he treat us for late lunch!!!

my bro talking to mum who still in mecca.
i bet he missed her a lot.
he cried every night asking for her.
taken at SSA where i spend my childhood.

eika berjaya melintas jalan dengan selamat tanpa 'pimpinan' sesiapa.
she survive!!!

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*currently listening to Kiss Me by New Found Glory*
a little bit story or should i say history of this song :
well,the very first time i heard this song is from a very funny plus sad movie titled How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days. this movie is actually belong to my sister but what can i say,"sharing is caring".hoho.i watched this movie like hundreds of time [lebih-lebih pulak] this another habit of mine,i like to watch a same movie again and again.its kinda comforting.anyways,the story is about a columinist of a trendy fashion magazine at that time named Andie Anderson [Kate Hudson] who agrees to write a first-hand account about what it takes to drive a man out of you life in exactly 10 days.at the same time,eligible advertising bachelor Benjamin Barry [Matthew McConaughey] accepts a high-stakes bet that he can lure any women into falling in love with him also in only 10 days.their relationship starts when one of Benjamin's rival [who knew about Andie's project] sets him up with Andie.so in one of the scene in this story which is very cute,Andie and Ben were going for a basketball game and their face were on the big screen which ask them to kiss and this is when the song [kiss me-new found glory] played as the background.but the version was slightly different.i don't know why,but i found the scene is very effective on me.whenever i watched th scene or even think about the scene i will surely smile very much wide!!

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akhirnya hari nie aku berjaya memberitahu kakak aku tentang aku nye 'official relationship with wan' my sister just smile and said "hah?when?but its kinda predictable y'know".hoho.what can i say.aku rase tadi adalah mase and tempat yang paling sesuai untuk aku blurt the news to her.its kinda funny pun ader bile aku fikir-fikir balik.sebab the fact that that guy is one of my sister's 'adik-adik'.then mase kami tengah tunggu abg qasyaf change his clothes kat hostel [navy shooters kena duduk kat base air-force sebab ade competition 3 khidmat and this year air-force is the host] my sister asked me some questions ::

sister : what happen to ****?
me: i don't know.i just can't see us together. [lgpun,he don't understand my life and me]
sister : die dah tak mesej you?
me : nope.
sister : so wan is just a distraction for you? [sounds like a very protective sister to wan]
me : of course not! this time is different,this is not like ******. this time i really like him. [and i intend to be faithfull too.wahh!!]
sister : really? although he emo-emo camtu?
me : hahaha.yeah.he is...interesting.and its easier cz he understands my [and my sis too] whole so-called other life stuff. shooting,mumdad rep,childhood at SSA and many-many more.
sister : yup,got that rite. *high five*

seriously,its easier to have someone special who understand my life.cause i will not have to deal with stupid questions like "why you need to to SSA?" "what is shooting?" "what competition?" and many other questions yang aku sendiri susah nak jawab sebab aku tak tau nak explain camne to those yang tak understand cz they don't know and they do not see it with their own eyes.tapi sebenarnye it is just MEREKA TAK FAHAM.so with wan i don't have to deal all those stupidity cz he himself is in the community.easy kans?plus with many other 'qualities' taht i can't reveal.last nite i finally break the news to eiak as well.YM dialogue :

lynn : *i blurt the news!*
eika : WHAT??? [note the BIG LETTERS people]
lynn : haaa.ari tuhs.
eika : hahaha.ok la tue.

*a few talk that i can't remember but i remember its about **** and shadiq [bestest guy-friend ever!]*

but eika did say something that really-really touched me till the bottom of my pancrease.
eika : ape saje ko buat,aku akan sokong ko.
[mase nie aku rase terharu giler-giler,nak nanges pun ader.hoho.thanks eika,kau la sahabat aku.kite same-same survive era bestari bersama.sekarang nothing can stop us.hoho.bout that jerk [bell nye bf tuhs] kau jangan risau,nanti ade chance kite sepak kepale die sampai melayang masuk ke laut artik.biar mati beku.tak sangke lame betul bell ngan die.haish...

finally done

on 26th november 2008,my parents sudah selamat berangkat ke mekah untuk menunaikan rukun islam yang kelima.alhamdulilah.oleh itu,untuk 41 days akak aku telah secara rasminya memikul satu tanggungjawab yang besar iaitu,menjadi mak dan ayah kepada aku dan adik aku.semoga perjalanan mereka akan sentiasa lancar supaya dapat menunaikan haji denagn tenang dan menjadi hamba allah yang lebih baik selepas journey yang sungguh istimewa itu.hopefully,after this everything will be fine and everyone will leave us alone.
wahh.nanges beb mase nak anta my parents tue.drama giler.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia
i survive through you!!!!
sudah habis exam aku
*fuhh*

SMK Bandar Tasik Selatan
banyak menyimpan memori suka dan duka
glad to go here.
and finally i've graduated from here!!!!

setelah beberapa bulan study macam orang tak betul,akhirnya habis jugak SPM.pergh,siot best giler rase!!!cam dalam kepala dah takde batu yang sangat besar and berat.seronok cam tak boleh blah.cam tahap 'up there'.hee.susah aku nak gambarkan ngan kate-kate.tapi aku sangat seronok.however,our last day of spm tak gempak sangat.maybe sebab semua orang pun tengah in their own fantasy yang exam dah habis.takpe-takpe,mase amek result kite celebrate ramai-ramai,take pictures banyak-banyak.hoorayy!!!boys my class ngan dak-dak pintar sebok main bola.maklumle,dah beberapa minggu they control themselves from soccer.nie lah mase nak men cam orang tak betul balik.[no offense yek] aku pun tak paham la asal dorang suke sangat-sangat main bola,tengok bola tapi bile suruh makan bola tak nak pulak.tak paham aku boys nie.tue cerita boys yang obses ngan bola nie pulak story of girls yang OBSES ngan budak yang main bola.asal boy tue main bola [tak kire la team sekolah ke pe ke,janji main bola.kadang-kadang tue tak de la teror sangat main tapi tue pun nak minat.tak paham.] je terus jatuh hati.what the heck???i konw this because many of my former bestest friends yang obses dengan this kind of people.shocking??nope.aku ramai je kawan perempuan yang boleh la nak diketegorikan as shallow.tapi nak wat camne,kawan-kawan aku gak. *sigh*

exam dah habis which means :

• dah boleh makan dan minum mende-mende yang merepek-repek such as meggi,asam jeruk [pergh,nikmat!!],carbonated drinks [dari akhir tahun form 4 aku tahan diri aku daripada excessive intake of this kind of drinks],junk food [bermacam-macam jenis kopok seperti twisties].seronok nye!!and SOUR TAPE!!most awesome junkies ever!!!was first introduced by my ohh-soo beloved cousin when we were still kids back in singapore.whenever i go back to singapore,he always buy me some.love him to bits!!we practically grow up together [selalu gaduh dulu] tapi sekarang die dah ade girlfriend so die cam 'terlupe' kat aku sikit.wahh,sedih siot!!!
  
• dah boleh tengok TV puas-puas.wuhoo!!!nielah yang aku nanti kan selama aku exam nie.mase tengah exam ari tue,nak tengok TV pun rase serbe salah giler.sekarang nie,TV tue pulak rase serbe salah tengok aku.boleh ke camtu?haha.
• boleh on9 sesuke hati aku.tak kire mase.bukanlah mase exam aku tak on9 langsung tapi mase tue cam sekejap-sekejap,sekarang 24 jam pun boleh.tapi nanti last-last aku kene pakai spek cam mel pulak.ouh tidakk!!!wahh,masih sempat meng-insert-kan name budi ku.takpe,glamour sekejap hamba allah yang dah nak pindah rumah itu.semoga anda selamat berpindah rumah.jangan lupe jemput kitorang semue pergi house-warming rumah anda.boleh ajak atikah sekali,survey-survey kawasan nak buat kenduri kahwin.ehem-ehem!!
• boleh start to collect my beloved komik again.now i'm looking for a gempakstarz komik title "ku impi euforia cinta mu".aku terlepas beli this komik sebab die keluar mase aku tengah exam.makaihh,rabak aku mencari.takpe,apa jua rintangan yang melanda,kerana cinta ku kepada komik-komik,aku sanggup meredahi segala rintangan yang mendatang.gambatte!!!
• boleh main handphone semula!!!!!!!!!!!sms and sms all my heart's desire.note to muhd ezuan :: "can we catch-up where we left??"
• kena start kerja!!!help around my sis at the office.in fact,today is my first encounter with evil machine known as the vaccum.for those who don't know what a vaccum is,it is actually a machine that suck everything into its 'stomach'.haha.sebenarnye seronok gak gune vaccum nie.

that's all for now folks.will be penning off now. p/s: "smile always and be happy though you have a really bad day because it will help you to keep it together." today,my heart is officially taken by a very 'unlucky' guy.heee.

amazing sunday

selesai sudah sessi makan-makan di rumah aku.seronok sangat-sangat.tapi rase penat tue memang sah la ade.seriously penat giler!!!my beloved friends yang datang,ramai la jugak.best.antare yang datang; roy,mel-mel,eika,atikah,hidayah,,syafiq,afiqah,and my very special guest mr.baqir and his beloved girlfriend.ohoo,love is in the air y'all.tanx sangat-sangat kat dorang nie sebab datang walaupun nak pergi umah aku nie jauh and susah sikit.guests start to come at around 2 o'clock.my dearest paklong and maklog also datang.today is very special day for paklong sebab today is his 58th birthday.so we got him a cake.banana chocolate.on it we wrote a little something very cute,"happy birthday paklong,but worry not,age is just a number".so cute kans?hee.setelah mengharungi banyak rintangan nak sampai kat umah aku,akhirnya dalam pukul 3,my friends sampai jugak,hoorayy!!!dapat lah aku jumpe baqir.berjejak kasihan lah kejap kitorang.rindu aku kat mamat sengal tue.nasib baik die angkut awek die je.kalau die angkut budak tue sekali.uish,mati katak bawah tempurung aku.haha.tapi kan,tak tau lah ape sebenarnye perasaan aku nie.kekkadang aku rase cam nak die datang tapi tetibe rase taknak die datang.alah,confusing lah.biarlah,malas nak amek kesah.bile dorang dah sampai,baurulah boleh aku makan.makan sambil sembang sambil melawak.wahh,seronok sangat-sangat.lagi-lagi bile lepak ngan budak-budak yang sekepale ngan kite.seriously aku rase kalau baqir tak pindah teknik johor,im sure kitorang boleh bestfriendsforever ngan die.and maybe that thing will not happen.but,what to do.sempat gak interview awek baqir.wahh-wahh,memang lain sangat dengan ain.haha.name die syafawati.pakai specs.sangat alim.siap semayang lagi.fuyyo!!!p/s to baqir:"aku restu beb,nanti aku datang kenduri kahwin kau." same lah jugak cam aku restu mel-mel and atikah.ehh,cam bagus jek nak restu-restu orang nieh.my friends,makan banyak.and that makes me soooo happy.and dorang semue seems really enjoying themselves.seronok sangat aku.roy tetibe sakit sikit,die tersemput pulak.and mase nie lah aku sedar betape sayangnye mel-mel and baqir kat roy.aww,so sweet.tapi bukanlah sayang yang 'sebegitu',sayang seperti anda sayang pade mak anda.around pukul 5petang,dorang dah nak gerak.sempat lah jugak dorang semayang asar kat rumah aku.and around this time nie jugak lah hym call.hym kate die sampai around 5:30.wahh,gelababos gile aku.bak kate eika,"lynn,muke kau dah merah cam tomato dah." memang serious aku cuak plus nervous.uish,mase tue perasaan aku memang tak leh nak di'describekan dengan kate-kate.tak sure ape yang aku nervous kan sebenarnye.kelakar lah.rahsie Lynn::takde sorang manusie pun boleh buat aku segan tahap gile kecuali hym sorang.start lah tak tentu arah aku jadiknye.pastu dan-dan tue gak all my friends nak balik.adoih.nasib baik at last eika stick around for awhile.and finally [drumroll please**] hym sampai.with a friend of his yang aku kenal sangat-sangat.kene la bawak escort kans,kalau tau mati segan die.hee.aku ingat shadiq pun datang gak tapi humph tak datang pun mamat tue.ceish.aku cepuk kang sie-sie je dak tue.ok-ok,back to the arrival of hym.alah-alah,soo comel.with cute plush toys hanging to his jeans.cam kelakar jek,aku yang girl nie pun tak minat mende-mende cm teddy bear tue,die lak obses.haha.aku introduce them to my parents and they just smile.my dad smile with meaning.aku lak tengah berusaha keras untuk mengelakkan muke aku daripada jadik merah bak beg sekolah aku.rileks-rileks.eika on the other hand enjoying herself by gelak-gelak sampai takde suare.haish.takpe-takpe.tapi kans sebenarnye,takdelah teruk sangat.all thanks to rizal [hym's good friend] for not making the situation awkward.hooray!!then eika balik.then tinggalkan aku.kitorang sembang-sembang.layankan masalah hati dan perasaan si dak rizal tue.haish.then its time for them to go home.hmm.okaylah.around 1hour dorang ade kat my house.bye-bye.tanx for coming.ahh,lega giler rase bile dorang dah balik.sebenarnye susah sangat nak describe the whole situation.but this is kinda describe that time.then my favourite cousin [the only one]from my mum's side sampai.dorang stay sampai around 2am.wahh.best-best.and abes lah sudah the most amazing sunday ever....soo sorry,all the the hussle and bussle make me forget to take pictures.sorry.but ade a few pictures yang aku snapped.but will upload later.

peace

united nation peace-keeping mission in Lebanon

my dearest cousin brother's uniform before he depart from
TUDM Subang's air movement today.

it's United Nation's misson y'all,jangan main-main..
courageous people je bolah pergi tau.

hari nie aku and my sis and my lil bro and my mom pergi ke TUDM Subang [very nice place,full with airmen] sebab nak hantar abang sepupu kesayangan kitorang pergi mission.[my dad tak dapat ikut sebab he gotta settle some work].die nak pergi misi keamanan kat Lebanon.wahh,so proud of him.my abg udin is an airforce just like my mum and dad.tak main lah navy ke army ke,semue tue lame.hee.aku agak terpengaruh ngan my mum and dad as they always proud to be in the airforce.abg udin is going to be at Lebanon for 1 year.as i listened to my mum's conversations with him,i understand that this mission is a life-risking task.sangat-sangat bahaye sebab kat Lebanon tengah perang.i remember my mum told him this,"kau kat sane hati-hati,sebelum naik kerete check dulu semue takut-takut ade bomb,kat sane car-bombing banyak." kalau normal that may sound funny tapi bile mak aku cakap tadi kenyataan tue tak lawak langsung,scary lak aku dengar.harap-harap takde ape-ape jadik.dulu my dad selalu pergi mission camni jugak tapi my mum tak cz my mum was an aircraft technician so she doesn't really need to go on mission like this.my dad pernah pergi ke Cambodia [in 1992] under the United nation gak,my dad pergi sebab malaysia membantu menjage pilihanraye negare tue.kat Cambodia dulu,nak pilihanraye pun macam tengah peperangan.my dad cerite,dorang suke-suke je nak bom perkampungan orang lain.senjate pulak boleh beli kat pasar.budak-budak umur 10 tahun berjalan-jalan bawak senjate.my dad kate,bile-bile mase je dorang boleh kene serang so dorang kene always alert.okay,that's enough for flashbacks,back to present time!!!mase hantar abg udin tadi,rase sedih sangat-sangat.takut pun ade.hopefully takde ape-ape yang berlaku kat die.kalau korang perasan,gambar-gambar kat atas nie semue tak nampak muke orangnye kan?my cousin brother nie tak suke bergambar sangat,die kate gambar die mahal.die tak kasi kitorang snap muke die.so baju je lah yang dapat.tapi aku dapat snapped a few pics of his profile tapi kene adjust dulu baru boleh upload.same-same lah kite doakan semue pejuang-pejuang negara kite yang pergi mission nie selamat pergi dan selamt pulang,insyaallah.aminn~