a hectic week ?

jari berdetap detap pada keyboard colourful yg perlu ditukar tak lama lagi sambil muzik indah bermain di Realplayer. apa ye nk ditulis? hmm.

another hectic week passed by.

• HC final forum done! i think we did quite good. too bad Jes cant be with us.
• Jes suffered from TDS (temporary Deaf syndrome) and have to go for a minor operation. =__= get well soon!
  
• spend the whole week with my Lalalove! sebab last week dia training petang. haha.
• masih tiada berita dari si Anonymous.
• screamed at my brother's face and felt very guilty yet satisfied at the end. (whatta?)
• belajar perkara baru. *wink!
• bace Hatiku di Harajuku for the countless of time.
• masih belum pergi amik ujian undang-undang driving. study pun belum lagi!
• final exam is just around the corner.
  
• last sem cgpa like dummy. not even 3. whattahell! all because my supp paper. huwaa!
• this sem need to bounds back!
• next sem (insyaallah) akan msuk degree. wahhhhhhhh!
• pergi menjenguk ke pesta hot air balloon.
  

the group!
brian, sinly, anne, edmund,sasha, zazaa, angeline, zaza, panda, sue fei, me.
not in the picture: Jes.

our class!

the video!
the story behind this video.

MC

putrajaya

tunggu kedatangan ku.

that's all for now. toodles!

thank yuu, Jamilah Zahirah Jamil.

hello fellow earth-residents!!!!!
today is just full with love love loooooove!!!
Zazaa J just came back from a short trip to Vietnam and bought us these awesome bangles! wow! i LOVE bangles! and it fits me! yayy! it's kinda hard to find cute bangles that fits me nicely.

*Zazaa, thank yuu! mmuahhh!*
photo, kudos to Mushy-head-Jes!
mine is pink and Jes's is the purple one!

i was at the train station at 7.10 for our morning Nasi Lemak session.
but unfortunately, Sha woke up late and had a really bad headache so she cant pick us up.
but no worries, she's fine now. yayy!
while me and Zazaa killing our time doing nothing and waiting for the less crowded UCSI shuttle, ewan came along to join us. then around 7:45ish, this is what we saw!
(please refer to the picture above!)
WHATTAHECK rite? damn ramai orang!
the problem is, the enter place thingy that opened during that time is only ONE. freakin ONE!
somehow it looked like something i saw in Baraka before. the one when the separate the baby chicken in factories. funny!
kinda dumb if you'd asked me. because you see, the LRT people obviously knew that there's alot of people using this station (as it is an interchain station for ERL and also KTM) but still they only open one place. thank god they open all four ticketing counters. *sigh*
kesian mereka yang nak pergi kerja itu.

Sashareen and Liyana
it have been long since i last hang out with Sasha alone.
i realized this as i was making my photo-collage (i'm in the mood of DIY, curse you Jesmyn Tan!) i realized that i have the least picture of me and Sasha alone. always with the other three camerafreaks. hehe.
then after helping Mr.Hellis with his Public Speaking class we went to Midvalley to *ehem-ehem* for *uhuk uhuk*. fyi, i went to Midvalley twice that day! wth!

anyway, as i were saying, today is just love love love!
i've been cuckoo all weekend and finally today i found my ketenangan!
*laughs!*
it is soo nice not being KKs anymore. undivided attention from him. i like i like!

toodles, people!

kisah final individual presentation HC

sangat semangat membuat visual aid untuk presentation.
no kidding! i am not good with these sort of things but suddenly rajin semacam wanna do all these. weird but true. these picture are evidences!

taa-daa! siap! not soo bad huh? *blushed*

on 25th february 2010, FINAL INDIVIDUAL PRESENTATION FOR HUMAN COMM. OUR LAST CHANCE! whoah! no pressure there. yearrite! hmm. the topic was, to persuade. we are needed to do a presentation that will persuade our audience to believe whatever crap we are saying. the choices were, we could sell products, invite audience to join associations or club, and anything that could persuade others. therefore i choose to invite my audience to join an activity club. credits to Ms. Zazaa Jamil because she help me when i was brainstorming. i made an imaginary baking club that is new at campus and needed membership. long story cut short, my presentation was not really succesly executed! Mr. Hellis (my lecturer) commented that i needed to plan my movement. that is his polite way to say that I AM EVERWHERE. it's dissapointing because i had the similar comment when i was debating in high school. but my debate coach was even straight-forward,"Liyana, you need a straight-jacket." but i still love you both, Puan Nurul and Puan Malini. how dissapointed am i when got to know that as if i didnt improve since high school! WHATTAHECK? but as Sasha said,"nevermind Lynn, dah lepas dah pun." yeah, she's right. the best part of all this is it's only 5% for our carry mark. AWESOME!

among all my classmates who did their presentation that day, it was Panda's presentation which i most like. i love the poem part. she even looked as if she wanna cry! seriously! heartfelt! job well done Panda! ooh ya, her topic was Organ Donation. now even i am considering to be a donor. wow, she really persuaded me! my other classmates did well too. Anne (classmate) did on selling a breast firming cream! and Qym (classmate) did on sanitary pads. they got guts! and yet we got a few male classmates too. wth, even our lecturer is a guy! hahaha. funny.

btw, i am writing an awesome piece! but still in my draft though. it might take some time. *wink. kalau ade sebarang idea yang nak dikongsi, ape salah nya."

bye for now!

komik makin banyak. rak tuu pulak dah macam melengkung dah. nak runtuh ke awak? tiba-tiba Mama kate suruh jual konik kat pak cik surat khabar lama. sungguh terhina rasanya!

let tomorrow falls by itself

[please just ignore the irrelevant picture. just some randomness to start up my blog post.]

tiba-tiba jejari terasa ringan untuk menaip dan suddenly there's soo many ideas in my head. tingg!

though at first my internet connection gone a lil bit wacko but finally here I am typing happily.

i received a VERY INTERESTING text message from Jes.

well, thank god i kinda got an early warning about this. or else i think i'm gonna get a heart attack level 3! NOT! things happen for a reason.

today, me and Jes finally got the chance to have our HEART to HEART talk. *relief* it's good when you can just talk and listen. yes Jes, GOD is fair. very much fair. GOD took something away from us, be it a bad or a good thing, GOd will surely replace it with something better. but it depends on how we as beings see it. two perspectives of life brings much differences to potraying who we are and where we stand. so, let's have the perspective of life which potray us as human beings with dignity, optimism and intelligence.

*hugging beloved Bantal while thinking what to blogg*

today WE (me, Jes, Zaza, Zazaa, and Sasha) had Nasi Lemak for our brunch.
picture credits to Miss Zaza Zahar!
today with much 'proud', i wanted to tell the world that i actually resisted a very tempting invitation! sounds wrong? zazaa having her hair appointment today at Pavilion, so Sasha tag along with Coddy and invited me and Jes together. means, we have to skip our class if we were to go. as much as i wanted to go (to be honest!) but i was thinking about 'setting my priority right' and bla bla bla. so long story cut short, i didnt go. i mean, we (me and Jes) didnt go. ooh yaa, zaza tag along with the others but she went to see her sayang. i'm just soo proud of myself! haha.

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updates on my 'Drama'

most of the things happens to fall into right places. but the one that matters to me the most, doesnt seem moving in that direction. i wonder why. *suddenly lovesongs playing pulak!* i believes everything happens for reasons. for whatever reasons it is, i will try to accept it as the best way i can. i can do it once then i can do it again. i think i am just tired to play along this time. yes, i admit his game is interesting yet very FUN but maybe time is not right for us now.

me: "we obviously need time."
him: "yeah, but do time need us?"

his texts always need me to think and read between the lines. beyond the lines and whatever there is more than just the line. i think i lost touch in this way of texting. friggin uhh! do i need to find the ooh-soo-called-ability back in order to get me back in the game OR just dont bother much about it? haha.

p/s: Hariz, penat ahh ikut game anda!

sigh is the theme

menyusun sepuluh jari tangan, meminta maaf zahir dan batin sempena Aidilfitri ini. although Raya nearly over, there's always time for seeking forgiveness. for me, in order for us to forgive and forget, we need to be sincere and honest. that two qualities need time. so that's why i'm a little bit late in this sort of matter. hehe. anyway, my Raya mood just kick-off recently, after coming back from Bali then only my Raya mood came!

sudah lama jejari ini tidak berjalan di atas keyboard tersayang untuk menulis blog. busy busy busy is my main reason. second semester just started, now damn effin busy with quizzes, revision, catching up and such. not only busy with college stuff, but i'm also accidently tangled myself in a big huge giant spider web! *sigh*

there's sooo many stuff happen lately.

i have to stop running away and make a choice. that is what my friends told me. Baqir, Sasha, Jes, Zaza and Zazaa. *sigh*

(1st him)
i am afraid because i dont know him. 1 and half year is kinda a long time. love can slipped away. but it also can be cherish back. am i rite? i mean, if you actually already have a sorta real feelings towards a person, then if the feelings kinda slipped away, you can go looking for it again rite? wait wait. am i making any sense here? and, he need to tell me what he wants! argh! *sigh*

(2nd him)
choice ooh choice, it's not really hard to make rite? i just dont want to hurt him again. i tried being a good friend to him. reply his texts, pick up his calls, IM with him, out makan with him. but for me that's just a friend friend kinda a thing. i am not giving hopes or anything. but why ooh why he take it that way? *sigh*

(3rd him)
you're very hard to read! what's wrong with you? i really have problem with people who dont talk and tell! hello, i cant read your mind! you dont even give me signs or anything. how you expect me to understand? cold treatment and such. tapi bila aku rekindle things back with my past (1st and 2nd) you act soo weird. a piece of sheet! i dont want to think about it anymore. you're now like my brother. thanks.

drama drama drama.
honestly saying, despite all the drama, i do enjoy my life now. really.
there's one day that i feel really BLESSED!
with everything. haha.

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enjoy the pictures. it includes my MakanMakan session.















will update soon about my Bali trip.
till then!!!

bright sunny day after a heavy rain poured down

it felt like such a long time since the last time i lay my fingers on my beloved keyboard to blog.

i've been rather busy lately. sorry.

well, actually studies kinda fill up ,most of my time. (honest!)

for this semester, i have another 5 subjects which are:

• Accounting Practice
  
• Economics
• Writing for Academic Purposes
• Computing Studies
• Probability and Statistics

as i am a former science stream student, i actually never ever learn anything about accounting and economics before in high school. therefore, i need to spent more time studying for the subjects.

actually i never felt so helpless in my studies before until this point of time.

yes, i admit, i am FREAKING OUT by that HELPLESS feeling.

so, Liyana is currently moving under a gunfire mode for accounting and economics!

though, at some part, i was like "why in the world do i need to take all these subjects? i'm gonna be taking language for my degree for heaven sake!"

but, that way of thinking wont get me anywhere right? and i always believe that 'everything happen for reasons'.

for this semester, i got 4 subjects which involve calculations. whoah, it's been awhile i didnt do any calculations! ngee!

anyways, Congrats to Baqir, he's done with his first final semester exam. walaupun dia kata his Chemistry paper sucks like hell but i have faith in him. he'll gonna go far. just trust me!

ooh yaa, recently things kinda slowly falling into place. i mean it, SLOWLY.

after i told some rather/kinda/maybe important stuff to him, i saw some changes. quoting what Jes said, "a bright sunny day after a heavy down pour". but what the hell. whatever. following the flow. letting the wind blows and just fall wherever fate decide.

anyways, some pictures from me and my neneks! there's more but its all on my Facebook.

when?: 17 Sept 2009 (2nd sem Foundation)
where?: UCSI mph

from left: zaza, sasha, zazaa, me
front: Jesmyn Tan Ern-Lei

mid autumn of me n zaza

napp-over at Jes house!

happy festival to all from Liyana and Jesmyn!!!

looooove my newest G!!!

ewan si mata besar!



THE END FOR NOW

bertukar!!!

like i told you guys before,i changed my KAD PENGENALAN.
well, on friday i went to Putrajaya again to collect the new card.
they doesnt let us to keep the old card,so,i need to say goodbye to my old card.
"thanks deary card,you have been contributing alot in my life though sometimes (who am i kidding? all the times!) i've been ashamed of you."
as something to remember it, i snapped a picture of it.
*tears!!!*

do i look sad or depressed or whateversheets in this pic?
gahhhh!!!

sooo effin bored in the car while waiting for my dad
finish his friday's prayers.

hahaha.
smelly feet??
nope,just some random snapshots!

wear your mask!!!
hate you H1N1!!!
despite my unstable emotion, H1N1 has been my most favourite excuse to declined some
outing-offers..
soooo sorry guys,im just not really up to it..
bad timing

my dad!!!

dearest sem break!

hello sem break!!!welcome-welcome!!!
though the break is here but i still dun really have any thing plan yet.
maybe going to take my driving classes
and
going to change my KAD PENGENALAN!!!!
the picture is sooo kiddy.
i mean,"what in the world?do i really look like this back then?ooh my!"
now in college,not many of my friends have seen my KAD PENGENALAN.
well,of course my schoolmates seen it before and i am 199% sure they were laughing their heads off when saw the kiddy picture.well,hopefully after this i wont face any problems when involving my KAD PENGENALAN.
my last paper was positive psychology on 18th August 2009.
among my neneks,me and jes finish our exams last.
while me and jes crammed our brain for PP,sasha and zazaa happily doing anything but study.
*flashback!*
when to college by shuttle in the morning as the exams starts at 10am.
jes told me that she gonna wait for me at the shuttle point.
earlier that morning felt very energetic and more myself.
arrived at college and frantically look for Jesmyn Tan Ern-Lei!
whoops?where is she? MIA?
call and call and call,still cant reach.
then out of nowhere she appeared.
wth?ooh,she went to play some piano.
went to take some 'light' breakfast and lepak-ing at one of the piano room.
chitt-chatt and play some piano...
enjoy the pictures!!!

*trutt trutt trutt*
hunz calling

our favourite song: Kau Ilhamku

uuu,my outfit kinda matching today!
why?haihhs,stuff happens..
i can do it once and i can do it again.
though it will be sooo effin hurting and painful,
i still need to do it..
well,i survived the past incident,i dun see why will i not survived this time.
its the same thing.
what have i done in my past life that i am punished like this now?
thanks shaa for today,i really appreciate it.

randomness!
zaa's hair soooo cute!!!!