terkenang

i cant sleep. it's 1:50AM. i don't know why that recently i have this weird flashbacks of those high school times. it's messing with my head yet my heart. i hate it.

wait! i'm not saying i don't want to remember those time. the past is who we are today. it's just that sometimes, it tend to be merely overwhelming. and it's not a good thing.

well, i am randomly cant sleep and trying to find stuff to do till i feel sleepy. dear mp3 is plug-in to my ears.

hmm. let see. ooh, let's play 'mine'. click ...

*music play*

You know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh
and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm go ing through,
I just Can't Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day,
Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away.
And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm finding it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If you only knew what I"m going through,
I just can't smile.
Now some people sa y happiness takes so very long to find.
Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me.
And you see,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh
and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
Y ou see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm going through,

I just Can't Smile Without You

of all the awesome song i pick t be in 'mine' why must this song came out? at this time? goodness gracious! again, down the memory lane. *hey you! i did not have Starbucks ever since. let's have some when the time comes ok? (if you're reading, but i highly doubt it.)* anyway, do any of you recognize this song? hmm. it's Barry Manilow - Cant Smile Without You.

mungkinkah aku rindu?

monday

me: ooh hello monday? have u been here long?
monday: durhh! i've been around since you're not even born yet!
me: sheesh! no need lahh to be soo grumpy.
monday: wth? i am monday, it is part of my job to be grumpy.
me: izit? what if i say my monday has been such a bliss? *dancing off happily.
monday: what? that action and words is such a disrespectful thing to do.
me: hehe. nope. is not a sin to be happy on monday you know.
monday: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

today is monday. duhh. laughs. i suppose not to have any class today but me and Jes have an appointment with our human comm lecturer for our presentation this coming thursday. before that i went breakfast with Ezuan. see, how can my monday be not a bliss when i see my Ezuan bright early in the morning. but it is somehow a lil bit awful early in the morning. my dad's kornea swollen and need to be rush to the hospital that night. but my mum insisted for me n my brother to go college n school. so off i go.

while on my way to college, got a text from Jes, uh-oh! mayday mayday! houston, we have a problem! early in the morning got a text like that. wth? all the sudden? JESMYN TAN ERN-LEI! my lil heart screamed! nevermind. saye memujuk hati sendiri. maybe it's actually not THAT bad.

we went to have lunch at mcd after the discussion with mr. hellis. and officially, mcd witness everything. i cant believe my eyes and ears myself. i had a looooooooooooooooong chat with jes.

p/s: Jes, i'll be by your side for whatever happens kay? you'll always have my shoulder to cry on. no reservations needed.

even Ezuan joined us for desert after Jes all cooled down. ice-cream anyone? hee!

i kinda clean up my room a lil bit and found this cd. i remembered this cd contain of songs that i burn during i was form 5 but i forgotten what songs is in the cd. so i put in my lappy and started to play it. 1st track was Bubbly by Colbie Caillat. hmm? normal i guess. but when it turn to track 2,3,4,5 and so on i was like wth with a smile on my face! memories! soo many of them! high school! miss them hell alot! plus the fact that a good friend of mine Atikah go upload all the old photos on facebook doesnt help much. it make me more and more miss them. not only my classmates, but all the people who make my high school life soo colourful!


enough typing for now i guess. oodles of love people!

last 'teen'?

weekend flew by very fast! havent really got the chance to refresh myself. but time will not wait for no man, in this case, woman. laughs. woman ke? LMAO! today, me, my mum and my adik went to hunt my books to use in college as i cant find them in our college bookstore. we used the public transport. not a weird thing for me laa. kate pun student, takde lesen pulak tuu, kne laa gune public transport selalu kan? ayat berlagak je. dushh! But it is weird for my mum though as she go everywhere with a car. okays, that's besides the point. when we're in the car (my dad sent us to the train station.) :

me: maa, i'm going to be 19 this year! omg!
mum: haa, this gonna be your last year with the number 1 age.
me: that's why. scary!
mum: so, be ready. makin banyak cabaran mendatang.
me: *thinking*

makin banyak cabaran mendatang. fuhh, listening to those words are enough to make me shivers! is it true? duhh liyana, what a stupid question! but have no fear, i am here! tadadadummhummbamm! sambil mencekak pinggan gaya gaya superwomen, I CAN DO IT, BRING IT ON!

this week gonna be a lil bit hectic (i think.), gonna have my first presentation and submit my paperwork. whoah! take a deeeep breath! like i said before, bring it on! and yet, i havent start my revision for my econs supp paper. very the clever laa you liyana! nevermind, as soon as i meet ms.mah, i'll start! and will promise to crack my head! wee~

i'm currently thinking of what to give my sygs for his birthday. hurm? can i give him my oohsoocalled-loyalty? haha. at least something rite? well people, i'm typing off now, let's us all dreaded of tomorrow as for its MONDAY! may God bless you and have nice sweet dream!

bye bye!

the voices in my head

yes people, i have change my blog name. kinda catchy dont you think?
somehow it does resembles me. food and the surprise fillings of the popiah does describe me and my life. konon nye life full with surprises lahh. crapp!

lets recap about last week for a moment shall we? (we shall.)

finally started class which i can relate to my degree course which is human communication. not to say i cant relate to any of the subjects before, it just that i cant see why a language student like me need to take introduction tp probability and statistics. i mean, there is REASON why we enrolled ourselves to be an art student. but that's besides the point. human comm was interesting. along with the very entertaining lecturer, i think i could have fun with it. plus i got all my neneks in that class. the only thing i dreaded about this class is the fact that it is in the evening. 1400-1530! not that i'm complaining, but this is Malaysia, around that time of the day, its HOT and it will make me sleepy. huhu. nevermind, i'll try to live through it. and ooh yaa, everytime me n jes were laughing in that class, the lecturer asked us to share the jokes. i dont mind sharing, but the thing is, sometimes me n jes jokes are not related-able to other people. maybe we found it very damn funny but then other people might think it is just stupid or ridiculous. isnt that embarassing? the horror!

things i really need to do ASAP! :

• study for my econs supp paper
• get my human comm 1st assignment done! (not really that hard pun, it's just a copy and paste work but my hand and ass doesnt seem to wanna move to it!)
• read human comm book on 'Perception' and get ready for discussion with Mr.Hellis on Monday.
• not too much thinking about situation at home as it is messing around with my head and heart. i dont want the same thing to happen again.

another new class i attended this week is Film and Arts Appreciation. very very interesting. despite the lecturer is oohsoocute (i cant deny that) the subject is really cool. i mean, interpreting things that we cant see with our mata kasar has been my all time favourite. hopefully we get it through.

i think thats all for now. i'm watching ANTM on youtube. i hate buffering!

p/s: i luv u syg. i dun want u to go but u have to go. i'll just have to bear with it somehow.

sasha's Deeparaya

saat jari jemari berdetap detap di atas papan kekunci ini, lagu PeterPan - Kau Katakan Dengan Indah mengiringi penulisan ku.

if you guys read my previous blog post, you'll know who is Auntie Fadilaa is. SAD NEWS. she passed away on Saturday 17th October 2009. may she rest in peace and may Allah bless her. we gonna missed her. indeed. they (the doctors and the family members) actually agreed on taking off the life support she had on. well, they know best i guess though somehow i kinda not agree on that. but who are we wanna pitch ideas on this matter. i dont have the right. ooh well, what's done is done. yes, we may grieve for a little while but we the ones who still alive are still have to move on with our lifes. so, lets us not look back (though the past is important.) and just move forward. forward. (Al-Fatihah for Auntie Fadilaa..)

monday monday monday.
the weather such nice today. hooray! despite the Emo bomb dropped on me and my friends today, but still because of the weather, it still forgiven. *laughs* (i seriously dont care about people like you, such a waste to the world!)

currently i am reading 'The Rules of Life by Richard Templar'
why? simply because i need to cherish my life more and improve my grammar and English. at one point, i felt that as if my English was rotted and very bad. *rolling on the floor*
very interesting book. it consists of a total of 100 rules.
"A personal code for living a better, happier, more successful kind of life."
now i am at Rule # 4: Accept Yourself.

i think thats all for now, Accounting Midterm is coming soon!
study study study. need to put more effort on this subject because never in my life associated with accounting. *laughs*

WAIT!!!

we went to Sasha's place for a DeepaRaya Openhouse. as Sasha is half Malay and half Indian thats why we called it DeepaRaya. *smiles* here are some pictures! credits to Jesmyn Tan and Jamilah Zahirah for the pictures because i didnt bring my camm that day. ngee!

Jes and si tuan rumah.
takde gambar dengan tuan rumah. maaf.

asyraff. beruang! ade sorang lagi tapi MIA laa gambar die.
terimakasih cz selalu bawak kami pergi makanmakan.
best!

my favourite picture of all the bunch!
but incomplete without Sashareen Omar!

our dearest Coddy!! thanks for driving us!!
i know you stressed naik kereta dengan we all.
TEKAN MINYAK TUU SAYANG!!!
hahahaha.

last but not least,
greetings of Deeparaya from Me and Jes!
thanks for the hearthy meal Sha!!!
i had fun fun fun!


Bye Bye for now!!!

luv always,
Liyana Lynn

ajal dan maut di tangan tuhan

what a good way to start a blog post.
the internet connection didn't go wacko like yesterday.
sweet song playing on music player. (currently listening to: Circles by Colbie Caillat)
see, i told you. Everything seems going on smoothly except for one friggin thing.
*sigh!* (ahh, malas wanna bother.)

i just love wednesdays. WHY?
simply because I only have one class on that day. *laughs*
rasanya hari ni the first time ever i didnt stay long at college.
usually i hang around for awhile after class and such.
but not today. i have other responsibilities. sometimes we need to do some sacrifices.


i have my CS quiz today. *laughs*
it was fine. thank god. Ewan was LATE. apparently he overslept in the train. errr.
too tired of playing in the gym i guess. *LOL*


after quiz went for breakfast with Julian. i didnt even meet Sasha, Zazaa and Zaza. but i did met Jes. just for a little while though. miss officially single. *smile*
talk hell lot with Julian. he's funny!



then rushed back to mum's office to go to the General Hospital.
then the story goes.....

earlier this morning, my Dad wake me up by dropping a BIG HUGE emo bomb on me. sad news to begin the day with. alongside with rain, cloudy and grey morning. i was stunned for awhile. it was a family friend. Auntie Fadilaa. she and my parents go wayyyyy back. Selangor Shooting Association people. she's now in critical condition. suffering a breast cancer. after class me and my parents went to pay her a visit. the feeling when once we reached her bed is nervewrecking. and i am confused. i used to love the hospital enviroment. but why not it changed? *thinking* Auntie Fadilaa seriously ill. she have all these weird wires attached to her. she can't talk. she can't move. i restrained my tears. the doctor said, her lung is now 95% infected by germs and bacteria. additionally, there's no hope for her. it shows how critical her situation is. but miracle could happen. as long as she have the willpower. i remebered her saying,"there's nothing for me here now." but seeing her just now, as if as she already give up. from what i saw, i think she's just hanging on to give her family and friends the last chance to see her. the worst part of this whole story is Auntie Fadilaa didnt have any children neither a husband. this is what really triggered my point just now. it just get to me. in the car ride back from the hospital, i did alot of thinking. future. marriage never came cross in my life-planning. after seeing Auntie Fadilaa, it made me thinking, what if in the future my situation gonna be likewise? who is going to take care of me? i don't know how long my parents will be around. they will most probably go before me. i dont want to be a troublesome to my siblings. if i dont get married, who gonna take care of me if i'm destined to be sick like Auntie Fadilaa? this question really scares me. another question popped out. what if i do get married but the children and the husband doesnt care about me. it will be just the same. am i making any sense here? two questions. no answer. let future worries itself. i finally dropped the subject playing in my head before i gop further.

"Dearest Auntie Fadilaa, kuatkan semangat. di sini masih ramai yang memerlukan your softness, your comforting words, your spirit. be strong and get well soon. we'll gonna wait for you and always pray for your well being. after seeing what you've been through, you'll be such an inspiration to many people out there. including me. may Allah bless you in the best way He can. be strong. be strong. be strong. be strong. Amiin~"

let tomorrow falls by itself

[please just ignore the irrelevant picture. just some randomness to start up my blog post.]

tiba-tiba jejari terasa ringan untuk menaip dan suddenly there's soo many ideas in my head. tingg!

though at first my internet connection gone a lil bit wacko but finally here I am typing happily.

i received a VERY INTERESTING text message from Jes.

well, thank god i kinda got an early warning about this. or else i think i'm gonna get a heart attack level 3! NOT! things happen for a reason.

today, me and Jes finally got the chance to have our HEART to HEART talk. *relief* it's good when you can just talk and listen. yes Jes, GOD is fair. very much fair. GOD took something away from us, be it a bad or a good thing, GOd will surely replace it with something better. but it depends on how we as beings see it. two perspectives of life brings much differences to potraying who we are and where we stand. so, let's have the perspective of life which potray us as human beings with dignity, optimism and intelligence.

*hugging beloved Bantal while thinking what to blogg*

today WE (me, Jes, Zaza, Zazaa, and Sasha) had Nasi Lemak for our brunch.
picture credits to Miss Zaza Zahar!
today with much 'proud', i wanted to tell the world that i actually resisted a very tempting invitation! sounds wrong? zazaa having her hair appointment today at Pavilion, so Sasha tag along with Coddy and invited me and Jes together. means, we have to skip our class if we were to go. as much as i wanted to go (to be honest!) but i was thinking about 'setting my priority right' and bla bla bla. so long story cut short, i didnt go. i mean, we (me and Jes) didnt go. ooh yaa, zaza tag along with the others but she went to see her sayang. i'm just soo proud of myself! haha.

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updates on my 'Drama'

most of the things happens to fall into right places. but the one that matters to me the most, doesnt seem moving in that direction. i wonder why. *suddenly lovesongs playing pulak!* i believes everything happens for reasons. for whatever reasons it is, i will try to accept it as the best way i can. i can do it once then i can do it again. i think i am just tired to play along this time. yes, i admit his game is interesting yet very FUN but maybe time is not right for us now.

me: "we obviously need time."
him: "yeah, but do time need us?"

his texts always need me to think and read between the lines. beyond the lines and whatever there is more than just the line. i think i lost touch in this way of texting. friggin uhh! do i need to find the ooh-soo-called-ability back in order to get me back in the game OR just dont bother much about it? haha.

p/s: Hariz, penat ahh ikut game anda!

sigh is the theme

menyusun sepuluh jari tangan, meminta maaf zahir dan batin sempena Aidilfitri ini. although Raya nearly over, there's always time for seeking forgiveness. for me, in order for us to forgive and forget, we need to be sincere and honest. that two qualities need time. so that's why i'm a little bit late in this sort of matter. hehe. anyway, my Raya mood just kick-off recently, after coming back from Bali then only my Raya mood came!

sudah lama jejari ini tidak berjalan di atas keyboard tersayang untuk menulis blog. busy busy busy is my main reason. second semester just started, now damn effin busy with quizzes, revision, catching up and such. not only busy with college stuff, but i'm also accidently tangled myself in a big huge giant spider web! *sigh*

there's sooo many stuff happen lately.

i have to stop running away and make a choice. that is what my friends told me. Baqir, Sasha, Jes, Zaza and Zazaa. *sigh*

(1st him)
i am afraid because i dont know him. 1 and half year is kinda a long time. love can slipped away. but it also can be cherish back. am i rite? i mean, if you actually already have a sorta real feelings towards a person, then if the feelings kinda slipped away, you can go looking for it again rite? wait wait. am i making any sense here? and, he need to tell me what he wants! argh! *sigh*

(2nd him)
choice ooh choice, it's not really hard to make rite? i just dont want to hurt him again. i tried being a good friend to him. reply his texts, pick up his calls, IM with him, out makan with him. but for me that's just a friend friend kinda a thing. i am not giving hopes or anything. but why ooh why he take it that way? *sigh*

(3rd him)
you're very hard to read! what's wrong with you? i really have problem with people who dont talk and tell! hello, i cant read your mind! you dont even give me signs or anything. how you expect me to understand? cold treatment and such. tapi bila aku rekindle things back with my past (1st and 2nd) you act soo weird. a piece of sheet! i dont want to think about it anymore. you're now like my brother. thanks.

drama drama drama.
honestly saying, despite all the drama, i do enjoy my life now. really.
there's one day that i feel really BLESSED!
with everything. haha.

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enjoy the pictures. it includes my MakanMakan session.















will update soon about my Bali trip.
till then!!!

terbang jauh

"akhirnya, perlahan-lahan dia melepaskan tali layang-layang yang dipegang erat selama beberapa minggu itu. perlahan-lahan dia melihat layang-layang itu terbang jauh pergi dan hilang dari pandangan mata. hilang ditelan awan? dia tidak tahu. adakah layang-layang itu akan kembali ke pangkuan dia? satu soalan yang masih belum ada jawapan. elemen harapan, satu hari nanti layang-layang itu akan terbang pulang ke sisi dia. tetapi, elemen harapan sudah tidak relevan dalam situasi ini. tidak releven. dia perlu berhenti. khayalan, imaginasi, berhenti di situ. tetapi sayup-sayup kedengaran suara hati berkata-kata. kata-kata yang kedengaran menyokong dan juga membantah. tidak membantu memulihkan keadaan. biarkan. biarkan ia berlalu dengan tenang. usah difikirkan lagi segala 'kenangan' yang pernah ada. biarkan. ia berlaku sekali lagi. keadaan berulang. sakitnya, sama. tapi, kali ini, terdapat sedikit perbezaan. perbezaan yang akan mendewasakan dia."

~nur liyana~

ohh my my

21st march 2009.
juz sooo luving the date.
why?
ehehe.
with up with him that nite.
at Alamanda.
i realized something...
rupe-rupenye dah lame aku takk jumpe die...
then i realized i miss him soooo damn much...[deih,bape byk kali realized daa?]
i've been kinda suckish girlfriend recently.u noe,cz result n stuff...
i'm my own person.what can i possibly say?weirdo i am.juz too bad.
soooo sayangs him...boleh?
ahaaa...
why on earth i can't stop my mind thinking about that night?????
n always smiling whenever i think about it??
da makin sakit da jaw aku.hahaha.
i always been an extremist in whatever i do...
bile aku da sayang,aku sayang sangat-sangat.
it also goes the other way round...

*hey guys:aku harap kamu OK ngn layout ini...simple jew...xsemak pale aku tengok*
wahai perempuan yang bernama Eika,aku sayang kamu tau.hehe.maaf laa,aku takk keruan sikit masa tulis post nie.ngehngehngeh.

kisah cinta

NOTE: POST KALI INI ADALAH DICOPY DARI BLOG SALAH SORANG BUDI KU.CREDITZ TO ENCIK GHAZMIL YANG BERJAYA MEMBUAT POST YANG SUNGGUH BEST DAN MENYENTUH PERASAAN.
kire i am inspired by post die laa.

orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa die mencintai kamu.yang dia tahu,hanya kamu satu-satunya di hati dan matanya.
my personal favourite!!!

walaupun kamu sudah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih,die tak peduli. baginya yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap menjadi impiannya.
[yang ini agak scary.mungkin penulis asal quote ini believes in this saying ---> 'if you love somebody you must let them go',aku akui ini agak berunsur drama/novel but its true.pernah terjadi dalam realiti.]

orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu seadanya.di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah.
[rasanya ini sesuai untuk semua kaum hawa.so girls,don't worry kays?if he really-really loves you,he'll accept you for whatever you are or were.just shove the insecurity as far as you could,it'll destroy you.]

orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini.dia ingin tahu kegiatan harian kamu.

[haha.honestly,kadang-kadang aku rasa perkara ini sangat la ridiculous.tapi...*sigh*]

orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti 'selamat pagi' 'selamat tidur' 'take care' 'sweet dreams' dan lain-lain lagi,walaupun kamu tidak me-reply SMS-SMS nya itu.kiriman SMS-SMS itulah dia menyatakan cintanya.menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza.bukan 'aku cinta pada mu' secara terus tetapi ayat keramat ini berselindung di sebalik kiriman-kiriman SMSnya itu.

orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingati setiap kejadian yang dia lalui bersama kamu,mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri telah lupa,kerana saat itu adalah saat yang sangat berharga buatnya.dan saat itu matanya pasti bersinar kerana saat bersamamu tidak boleh berulang selalu.

orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan,mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya kerana dia menyematkan kata-katamu dihatinya.seberapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya pasti dia akan mengingatinya.

sudikah?

i was browsing through the net and stumbled upon this awesome picture in Flickr.this picture reminded me that i seriously need a closet makeover.i mean,i need bunch of new clothes for god's sake!!!when i looked at the empty hangers in the picture...the whole living organs in my body told me that i am desperately in need of new clothes.help!!!
people around keep telling me that i have LOADS of clothes and don't really need to get new clothes.but,it is not really true y'noe.i do have some really nice clothes but i've been mixing matching them so they doesn't look the same everytime i wore them.that is why some people said i have loads of clothes.it is actually the same apparel.brilliant huh?haha.funny.however,recently i already bought a few tops and a few pairs of shoes from my trip to jakarta.but still i need new clothes!!why??because..a girl can't never have too much shoes,clohes and makeups [in this case my sis]
so far in my shopping list now are: [3 for rm50 cute printed Tees from Ampang Point] [Orange Sorbet's hoodie at Equine Jusco] [very oohlala jeans from Bossini also at Equine Jusco] and [threading!my face is in need for that session ASAP] when i do my shopping,i don't really mind/care about the brands and stuff because what i aim for is U.N.I.Q.U.E.haha.ngade-ngade sajep.aduhh.bagaimanakah caranya aku mahu itu semua?huhu.tunggu gaji a nampak gayanye.hee.shopping spree la aku nanti.haha.best-best.

aku mahu ini :
[depends on my result,aaaaa]

ouhs Blackberry curve 8320,sudikah kamu menjadi teman hidupku?
hahahahaha
aku seyesly nak ini phone.

addicted to komik

ku impi euforia cinta kita oleh ozaki ira.
komik nie keluar mase aku tengah exam SPM so aku terlepas nak beli.
maklum lah,banyak pantang mase exam.haha.
so lepas exam baru dapat beli.punye la susah nak carik komik nie.yang aku dapat nie pun da tak berapa lawa kondisinya.tak mengapa lah.
komik nie menarik perhatian aku sebab tajuk die.cam sooo gempak.
padahal aku tak tau pun pe maksud euforia tu.haha.
euforia tue bermaksud kelunakan (perasaan),kegirangan dan keriangan.
dalam komik nie ade 5 cerita termasuk tajuk utama.

• ku impi euforia cinta kita
• percintaan XXX
• malam sunyi yang suram
• ciuman kejutan sang putera
• dari jendela dunia yang indah.
  

full moon joker oleh takamiya satoru
ini first time aku ade komik yang dilukis oleh takamiya satoru.
lukisannya cantik tapi ceritanya agak mengarut sedikit.terdapat unsur-unsur mistik dan magical.tapi cover komik ini cun sangat!!!!

segi tiga rahsia oleh ohya kazumi.
lukisan nya sangat matang dan penuh perasaan.bila baca cam rasa real.
sinopsis :: mochida suzu dan ibunya tinggal dan bekerja sebagai orang gaji di kediaman orang kaya Nakatsugawa untuk menampung hidup mereka berdua.pelajar sekolah menengah rendah ini telah jatuh hati secara rahsia dengan Shuuichi,anak lelaki sulung keluarga itu yang hebat dan baik hati.tetapi anka lelaki bongsu keluarga itu,Shinji juga telah meluahkan perasaannya yang menyebabkan keadaan bertambah kompleks.tersepit di dalam keraguan,dapatkah si gadis dan sang jejaka menemui cinta dan kebahagiaan?
cerite sangat comel.aku suke.cerita lain dalam komik ini ialah ::

• jejaka di bilik 201 [dalam cerita nie,kematangan lukisan kartunis ini terserlah.kisah percintaan gadis sekolah menengah da seorang detektif polis.]
• langit biru yang bercahaya [aku tak paham sangat cerite nie,mesej tak berapa sampai kat aku la.]
  

pelayan rahsia oleh washio mie.
tanpa boleh disangkal lagi,cover komik ini sangat la cun!!!!
bukan setakat cover die saje,lukisan die pun lawa.lagi-lagi kat part rambut.
aww,jeles mak.nak gak rambut camtu!!!
cerita lain dalam komik ini ::

• orang yang dia sukai [cerite nie cam twisted sikit tapi akhirnya aku paham gak,barulah aku sedar yang aku nie lampi sangat kekadang la.]
• kau di fikiranku, clavier [sooo romantik,pasal guru piano and anak didiknya.]
• adakah anda ingin menjaga si cantik ini?
  

washio mie nie ada satu komik lain gak.tajuknya Anti Chocolate.berdasarkan pemerhatian aku,pelukis nie suka gambarkan hero/watak lelaki sebagai seorang yang misteri dan pendiam.macam diam-diam ubi berisi la lebih kurang.

its good to be back typing for my beloved blog.
will write more soon.

seronok yang melampau

terdapat beberapa perkara yang membuatkan aku sangat seronok sampai tahap yang agak melampau pada tarikh 2 dec 2008.

1. dapat video-call ngan mama an babah!!!!finally,after how many days not seeing them.rase cam nak nangis pun ade tapi my sis and lil bro ade so kena la cover macho.haha.you just have to love technology these days.kans?
2. new kit box for my beloved beads!!!!makin senang aku nak merepek-repek.sekarang perlu menambah variasi warne manik-manik tersebut.
3. aku dapat strap phone baru yang sangat la comel dari kakak aku setelah pouch silver phone aku yang lame telah selamat dimasukkan ke dalam tong sampah kat jusco. [takut jinx nye pasal]
4. akhirnya,berjaye buat satu trinket untuk diri aku sendiri.
5. pergi SSA and jumpe wan!!!!!!heeeeee.kesengalan terserlah.

berjaye!

akhirnya aku telah berjaye menghabiskan my first [not so lah] beaded trinket.wahahaha.
*tepuk tangan*
dis is birthday present for my sis as she adores blue kaler so much just like wan [hee,nak gak bagitau.]
hope she like it.lagipun die yang pilih kombinasi kalernye and i helped!*hemoh-hemoh-hemoh [gelak cam kucing dalam katun Ninja Boy tue]*
aku sangat la excited.suke nye aku!!!!!!!

ugh,hate the phone's camera quality!
tidak mengape lah,nanti kite tukar phone yek?
huahuahuahua.
bracelet consist of dark bluish plus purplish beads,pearly beige beads[my fave],and sky blue beads.
nice not????

doing what?!

aku suke box nie.in fact i like the box better than the stuff inside it.
this is my birthday present [this year] from one of my dearest friend.
the only person yang bagi aku teddy bear.
pening pale aku tengok teddy bear tuhs.
FYI everyone,me dun really a big fan of teddy bears and chocolates,
i can really live happily ever after without those things.
anyways,what is in the box now?
hee,scroll down please people.

ta-daa!!
its not really a marvel thing but it is something i always like to do whenever i have free time.
actually,this is my little kit to make accessories out of BEADS!!!!
beads have been my passion like forever.
just i like it to be a little secret of mine.why?
kerana aku tak mahu orang sekeliling anggap aku nie sangat 'keperempuanan' and take advantage of me.
well,doing this kind of stuff do symbolize and give an expression of a woman who easily be manipulated and take advantage of.
that of course its just my humble opinion.
however,now i am ready to not to keep this as a secret.lagipun sekarang aku ade banyak mase nak buat semua nie.now i am on my way to make a strap for my phone pouch.combination colours of pearly beige and red ruby.


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*you are currently listening to Love Story by Taylor Swift*

lagu nie aku first dengar while i was blog-hopping a few days ago.lagu nie ibarat menceritakan sebuah kisah cinta yang sangat comel.macam cerita original dari william shakespeare yang tajuk Romeo and Juliet cume,dalam lagu nie ending die happy.kalau Romeo and Juliet yang original,the ending is really sad where both the lovers kill themselves by drinking poison.th similarities to both of the original story and Taylor Swift's song is at the begining,their love is prohibited by their family.wahh,aku sudah jadik hopeless romantic la.

outing

trying out the balinese hair clip [bought from last trip to Bali,however this is the first time aku dapat pakai sebab baru kali nie rambut ku agak panjang,hoho.]
actually trying to do a elegant up-do-twist.
but i am not even close to elegant.hoho.

muke stresss.why???
sesat!!!!

my bro hazman and abg qasyaf [first 'appearance' at SUKMA Terengganu 2008]
one of my sister's 'adik-adik'.
shooter Navy and Melaka.
he treat us for late lunch!!!

my bro talking to mum who still in mecca.
i bet he missed her a lot.
he cried every night asking for her.
taken at SSA where i spend my childhood.

eika berjaya melintas jalan dengan selamat tanpa 'pimpinan' sesiapa.
she survive!!!

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*currently listening to Kiss Me by New Found Glory*
a little bit story or should i say history of this song :
well,the very first time i heard this song is from a very funny plus sad movie titled How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days. this movie is actually belong to my sister but what can i say,"sharing is caring".hoho.i watched this movie like hundreds of time [lebih-lebih pulak] this another habit of mine,i like to watch a same movie again and again.its kinda comforting.anyways,the story is about a columinist of a trendy fashion magazine at that time named Andie Anderson [Kate Hudson] who agrees to write a first-hand account about what it takes to drive a man out of you life in exactly 10 days.at the same time,eligible advertising bachelor Benjamin Barry [Matthew McConaughey] accepts a high-stakes bet that he can lure any women into falling in love with him also in only 10 days.their relationship starts when one of Benjamin's rival [who knew about Andie's project] sets him up with Andie.so in one of the scene in this story which is very cute,Andie and Ben were going for a basketball game and their face were on the big screen which ask them to kiss and this is when the song [kiss me-new found glory] played as the background.but the version was slightly different.i don't know why,but i found the scene is very effective on me.whenever i watched th scene or even think about the scene i will surely smile very much wide!!

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akhirnya hari nie aku berjaya memberitahu kakak aku tentang aku nye 'official relationship with wan' my sister just smile and said "hah?when?but its kinda predictable y'know".hoho.what can i say.aku rase tadi adalah mase and tempat yang paling sesuai untuk aku blurt the news to her.its kinda funny pun ader bile aku fikir-fikir balik.sebab the fact that that guy is one of my sister's 'adik-adik'.then mase kami tengah tunggu abg qasyaf change his clothes kat hostel [navy shooters kena duduk kat base air-force sebab ade competition 3 khidmat and this year air-force is the host] my sister asked me some questions ::

sister : what happen to ****?
me: i don't know.i just can't see us together. [lgpun,he don't understand my life and me]
sister : die dah tak mesej you?
me : nope.
sister : so wan is just a distraction for you? [sounds like a very protective sister to wan]
me : of course not! this time is different,this is not like ******. this time i really like him. [and i intend to be faithfull too.wahh!!]
sister : really? although he emo-emo camtu?
me : hahaha.yeah.he is...interesting.and its easier cz he understands my [and my sis too] whole so-called other life stuff. shooting,mumdad rep,childhood at SSA and many-many more.
sister : yup,got that rite. *high five*

seriously,its easier to have someone special who understand my life.cause i will not have to deal with stupid questions like "why you need to to SSA?" "what is shooting?" "what competition?" and many other questions yang aku sendiri susah nak jawab sebab aku tak tau nak explain camne to those yang tak understand cz they don't know and they do not see it with their own eyes.tapi sebenarnye it is just MEREKA TAK FAHAM.so with wan i don't have to deal all those stupidity cz he himself is in the community.easy kans?plus with many other 'qualities' taht i can't reveal.last nite i finally break the news to eiak as well.YM dialogue :

lynn : *i blurt the news!*
eika : WHAT??? [note the BIG LETTERS people]
lynn : haaa.ari tuhs.
eika : hahaha.ok la tue.

*a few talk that i can't remember but i remember its about **** and shadiq [bestest guy-friend ever!]*

but eika did say something that really-really touched me till the bottom of my pancrease.
eika : ape saje ko buat,aku akan sokong ko.
[mase nie aku rase terharu giler-giler,nak nanges pun ader.hoho.thanks eika,kau la sahabat aku.kite same-same survive era bestari bersama.sekarang nothing can stop us.hoho.bout that jerk [bell nye bf tuhs] kau jangan risau,nanti ade chance kite sepak kepale die sampai melayang masuk ke laut artik.biar mati beku.tak sangke lame betul bell ngan die.haish...