kembaLi..

after sOoo Long tak update inie bLog,kini aku da kembaLi untuk menuLis..serabut di kepaLe aku masih tak clear2 gak,maken bertambah-tambah ade La..macam-macam mende merepek aku pikir [reaLLy dun think sekarang mase yang sesuai utk pikir sume tue tapi tak tau La nape aku pikir gak waLaupun aku tau dan sedar sume tu bukan sekarang maseNye] okay mOving On..raseNye maken banyak prObz yang timbuL kat keLas aku tuh skang tapi i try my best to nOt get invOLved..syaf with his mum and his Love-Life..his X carik pasaL lagi,tapi secare jujurNye,i think its maL's fauLt but at the same time i think syaf can be bLame too.fikri,still being very reserved as aLways but i nOe that pad is seriOusLy angry with him,i'm nOt sure why because at that time i had a headache and i sLept [FYI,fikri made pad cry!!!pe kO wat haa fikri??]..zabri,hurmm,hard tO say..dis week he yeLL and scream untiLL a few of my cLassmate bengang giLer ngn die.rOy,kO kne cOntrOL ur vOice and yOur temper La.but sOmething reaLLy funny happen mase rOy menjerit2,fikri abOut to punch rOy,arep Lose his temper,ade sOrg hambe aLLah frOm ntah mane ttbe dtg pegang ruLer yg panjang tu sambiL Lari ke keLas kitOrang and said "haahaa,sape nak gadOh meh r" i try nOt to laugh tapi tak bOLeh La..fOr me it is reaLLy funny cOz the way he do it is reaLLy funny.die puLak Lebih-lebih padahaL bukan die yang nak gdOh,hahaha.maybe because i reaLLy miss him,entahLa LyNn..hari ramai dak2 keLas aku yang xde cOz dOrg pgi smakL utk dengar ceramah frOm x-candidate spm Last year yang dapat 21A's tue..tyme PJ ktOrg bLaje bOut hOw tO handLe ur stress,sOriLa pn.mazana i da try mOst of it but nOne of it seem tO heLp [haizz..] maybe i need to cOme up with my own way of handLing my stress.tyme biOLogy tadi ktOrang atur PEKA,kasi siap sume..pastu rehat xturun canteen pun sebab nana 5p bawak nasi gOreng yang banyak utk ktOrg2 ie..its actuaLLy a new trend kt 5b+5p bawak bekaL dari rumah and makan ramai-ramai..muLenye bOys my cLass yg start tapi lame-lame cam berjangkit pulak kat keLas sebeLah.pastu Lepas rehat ade test fizik,soalan objektif,senang sebenarnye tapi disebabkan my sOuL not reaLLy there mase tue sume buat pun tak kene..nak beLajar pun cam 'undescribabLe feeLing'..pastu,bm pn.hanim tak msuk sebab she is busy with gOd nOes what..then tmatLah satu Lgi sesi skewL yg sgt penat pade hari khamis..semaLam,i hang arOund the canteen fOr awhiLe with avinash dOing sOme catch-up cOz die da lame tak datang skewL sebab chicken-pOx..then she gOne to persatuan then i sembang ngan NabiLa [my debate juniOr] and she ask me sumthing reaLLy nOt gOod fOr my ears.."kak,anas skang ngn dak f3 shahiLa tu ke??" betape besarNye mate aku mase tue,nasib baek tak terkeLuar je..then my feeLings jadik tak 'keruan' cam feeL betrayed pn ade tapi ntahLa..that's One of the reasOn aku sangat dOwn ari nie..fOrtunateLy,aku ade seOrang kawan yang sangat baik and i sayang him tiLL the bOttom of my pancrease,shadiq heLp me to settLe this prObz,yAyy!!rupe-rupeNye,it is juz a misunderstanding..nasib baek,fuhh!!!tapi nape tetibe LyNn jadik umm 'jeaLous'???awak sepatutNye tak bOleh rase pe2 sebab he is nOt yOurs..remember that aLways LyNn!!!tapi i admit he is reaLLy speciaL to me..ape2pun,ia hanye saLah paham,need to say sOrry..hee...then last nite,my oLd fren [aku kenaL die dari daja 5,peh,lame giLer!!] wants to be more than juz frens,oOpss!!!so,i made a reaLLy mature decision and say "sOrry,this is nOt the tyme,aku nak exam dis year." and i berjaye stiLL keep him as frens..hah,success!!! tukar tOpik!!! dis week meL2 cam dOwn sket,tak tau La nape..die nie seOrang yang suke pendam and simpan sendri-sendri tapi surprisingLy he Opened up fOr me,hmmm y??waLLahhu'aLam..skang kat my keLas ttbe ade krisis cinte tige segi puLak,eish2..my persOnaL opiniOn :: anda sepatutNye sedar things Like dis bOLeh merOsakkan satu frenship yang sangat beautifuL..so pikir La eLok2,jangan sampai yang dikejar tak dapat,yang dikendong berciciran..sekarang aku sangat suke subjek sejarah!!!tak tau nape tapi subjek ni cam sangat menarik je..dLm week ni jugak aku sangat kecewe kat saLah sOrg my 'besfren',die kat tech.gOmbak,she did sOmething big and nOt teLL me,instead i know this stOry frOm sumOne eLse,sedih sangat2..she shud nOe that aku akan terime ape saje keputusan and perbuatan die,aku takkan judge die..tapi i tOld her hOw i feLt and she said she was sOoo sOrry cOz she did not reaLize that she is hurting me,maybe kaLu duLu aku xkesah tapi sekarang i da jdk seOrang yang berperasaan so this smaLL things reaLLy can hurt me..whateverhappens,frEns fOr eternity!! fuhh,dats Long..chiao~!!~