a very busy week!!

busy as bees!!! so many work to do but so little time left!! project add-math due 14th juLy 2008,but it seems like nOthing is mOving..gawd LyNn!!! ape kau buat seLame nie??? wake up LyNn.. this is nOt the time to day-dream anymOre!!! crunch-mOde.. sOrry2,i wiLL busy untiL next week.5 bEst,get ready fOr my weird side!!!

serabut-nye!!

hari nie sangat-sanagt serabut.macam ade taLi yang bersimpuL-simpuL kat daLam kepaLe aku nie.berat and beban sangat rase.hari nie aku sensitif giLer,maL main-main pun aku rase cam nak nanges.raseNye hari nie aku da jumpe satu sOLutiOn kepade masaLah aku,hOpefuLLy.sampai tak masuk keLas sejarah,aLL thanks tO puan rOzita.meL2,eika,and pad sOrry sebab anda semue terpakse tengOk aku macam tadi tue.bukan aku tak trust kOrang atau kawan-kawan aku tapi aku just tak bOLeh sebab aku memang seOrang yang macam tue.Lagipun aku tak nak bebankan kepaLe kOrang dengan my persOnaL stuff.anyways,highLights fOr tOday are :: syAf's mum admitted intO the hOspitaL.syAf's mum is a very speciaL persOn tO me because she is my teacher.and i LoOk up tO her since i was in fOrm 3.thOugh she did nOt teached me back then but sOmehOw,i adOred her very much.syAf's mum is Puan Rosma,she was Our EngLish fOr Science and TechnOLogy [est] teacher when i was fOrm4.she is a great teacher and a goOd mum tO me and syAf [duhh LyNn,ofcOz r,da kate mak die] teacher kene masuk wad sebab die di-suspek ade muLtipLe scLerOsis.pEnyakit nie bahaye sebab die beLum ade cure and it attack centraL nervOus system.hari nie kitOrang beramai-ramai pegi meLawat teacher kt HUKM.waLaupun teacher da tak ajar kitOrang tapi we [at Least me] feLt obLigated tO gO and visit her.this is aLso why syAf is sO nOt himseLf fOr the past days,he is wOrried of his mum [he tOLd me that if it is reaLLy muLtipLe scLerOsis,his mum maybe paraLyzed and OnLy Left One yeAr] this is sOoo sad!!! puan Rosma is One Of the peOpLe that i reaLLy "undescribeabLe feeLing!!''.pOor syAf,dah La nak exam,banyakNye dugaAn die.takpe La,sabar je La.and satu Lagi highLight fOr hari nie is "Orang itu" nak pindah sekOLah,yAyy!! tapi,aku tak tau La kenape aku rase kesian sangat kat die tue.then,muLe La kepaLe aku pikir and fLashback On why actuaLLy aku tak suke die.rupe-rupeNye baru La aku sedar yang sebenarnye aku bukanLa benci die giLer-giLer cume aku just suke trash peOpLe.and jOin the Others.eish2.kesian kat die.and maybe i am jeaLous of him kOt,jeaLOus Of aLL the "stuff' he get that i cOuLd nOt get.sO,aku mintak maAf La kat anda fOr aLL the wrOng dOings that aku teLah buwat.mAaf...hOpefuLLy after this,everythings gOing tO be fine and better.

S-I-R catastrophe!

:: in the pic = the thesaurus that i bOrrOw frOm my sis fOr the S-I-R cOmpetitiOn,sheets Of papers that abg.shucOre gave tO me [it cOntain 299 wOrds that yOu ought tO knOw] and a bOttLe of Headstart [energy drink that reaLLy bOost things up!! aLL tanx tO babah fOr giving me this]

:: this is at Berjaya Times Square [which is nOt my Least fave pLace in the whOLe wOrLd.oOpss!!] this pic was taken by rOy whiLe we were waiting fOr the cOmpetitiOn tO start :: p/s: i persOnaLLy think this pic was very nice,meaning : aren't we the cutest creature On earth??

S-I-R chaLLenge stands fOr SPELL-IT-RIGHT cOmpetitiOn.that is just a fancy way of saying 'speLLing bee cOmpetitiOn'.fOr this cOmpetitiOn,i WASTED my saturday by spEnding the whOLe day memOrizing big and bOmbastic wOrds [as abg.shucOre said] tapi aku sangat-sangat bertuah cz befOre the cOmpetitiOn,sume my frEns heLp me with my wOrds. eika,nada,sheeba,nadiah,dayah,twinz,athirah,mahmudah. they aLL yang sanggup toLong aku tyme kt assembLy and kat keLas.dOrng cam suppOrtive giLer. then my mum and dad wLupun kene gune magnifying gLass tO see the wOrds cz the wOrds are kiLLer smaLL. and my sis nOt to fOrget,makaseh!! aLthOugh with aLL the suppOrt and 'training' i stiLL feLt reaLLy2 nervOus befOre the cOmpetitiOn.as if the feeLings teLLs me sumthing nOt reaLLy gOod gOing tO happen.weLL,i guess my feeLings is true cz i 'kantOi' at my 2nd wOrd!!! gawd!! but i am a LittLe bit better than harris and 'wathisname?' .hahahaha.and syAf is far mOre better than any of us.rase macam wasted sangat-sangat.but what tO dO?things happen....tapi serOnok sebab my cLose frens dtg tO give suppOrt.eika,meL2,rOy and nada.thanks frOm the bOttOm of my heart!!aku hargai sangat2..and meL2,sOrry fOr what happened tOday.tuLah sifAt naturaL aku,susah sikit nak buang,maAf...

satu hari yang nOrmaL+biase kat 5bEst'2008

::: taken by fikry at Our beLoved cLass during add-math,Friday::puan.AzLina tak masuk keLas sebab beLiau kene handLe Open-day fOr keLas tawakaL:::in the pic [maL+ Lynn+sYaf]

::: Uh-huh,yOu must be thinking what are these peOpLe trying tO dO..[uhh,ape pOint nie?] weLL,actuaLLy mereke berdue trying tO make a "Love" shape!! [weih,tak jadik arr!]
::: cAndid On fikry and maL!!! taken by me mase keLas bahasa meLayu [puan hanim,she aLways giving me sOmething tO think very far and dEep.]

::: cAndid On rOy and meL2!! aku yang tukang snapped this pic!! untuk mendapatkan shOt ini,aku terpakse meminte pad and eika tO Lean back!! [mase tyme bM gak]

::: aLoh-aLoh!! sangat pOyo La,mereke berdue ini tapi ternyata jeLas maL Lebih pOyo sebab die memang pOyo!! kunun "mahakacAk" ye??? :::

::: cAndid On pad and eika!! hAa,kOrg due buwat ape tue haa?? gOssip ye??tak ajak pun,pe stOry hOt?? :::

ini Lah ragAm and karenah dak-dak 5bEst pade waktu "terLuang".my pOint iz "kami sume bukanLah nerd-nerd seperti yang ramai Org sangke!!":::this prOved that we are aLL camera-freaks!!hEee..nO Lah..we are just human-beings that appreciate gOd's creatiOns and we express Our gratitude by taking Loads Of pics!! dear gOd,pLease bLess us..Aminn..

i hate that i Love yOu

this what i feeL,heLp!! s.O.s!!

weird day at 5bEst' 08

hari nie sangat 'peLik' .tapi sentence yang paLing bEst nak describe hari nie iz 'sangat susah nak digambarkn'.tetibe rase macam dEjavu pLak sebab i gOt the same weird+uncOmfOrtabLe feeLings mase tyme kes waterfaLL@ainatuL..aku tau kes water tue takde ape2 kaitan ngn wat happened tOday kat 5bEst.hari nie kat 5bEst sume macam dah faLL-apart.uish,giLer ahh,macam nak pecah paLe aku berpikir.dari maLam befOre hari nie aku da pEning.it aLL started whEn mEL2 [mase sesi YM kami,prOmOte2] kAte eika was having sOme prObLems.penat aku 'berfikir' maLam tu sebab actuaLLy eika dOes'nt exactLy teLL her pErsOnaL stuff tO me.maybe i can't give her what she need,Lagipun aku nie bukanLa famOus fOr seseOrang yg sangat 'berperasaan'.anyways,biLe pegi skewL hari nie everything becOme mOre cOmpLicated than what i thOught.prObLem of eika,meL2,rOy n freez.pastu bOwe n dayah pLak.then nada n syaf pLak.uish,penat aku berfikir.raseNye fikry feeL the same thing as me kOt.sebab die pn cm stress je muke.mybe he try tO fix things cz maybe he feeL respOnsibLe.die stress smpai die cite kat aku macam2 [ehem2,pe ekh fikri?sOo swit!!] fOrtunateLy,tOwards the end Of the day everything start tO make sense.maybe because kitOrang sume pegi main bOLa baLing ptg tue and everybOdy seem to having fun [i think cz i'm having fun] tapi the game have to be cut shOrt cz it was raining [bummer!] biLe naik keLas,everything start tO jumbLe-up again.why2??i'm nOt sure myseLf.what i nOe is i'am tired of a Lot of things.back tO what happened tOday :: aLL i can say is ''What a day!!!"

trip garuda-bEstar

:: LyNn-syAf-fikry [b4 grak ke pAngsun] ini adaLah muke-muke kami yang semangat nak pegi trekking..chaiyOk2!!

candid On syAf!! [padan muke anda,tu r tidO Lg sebeLum aku tidO,padan muke anda kn da jadik mangse] pergh,jatuh saham syAf kLu admirers die dapat pic nie!!! bOLeh bLackmaiL nie,hEee!!

pad and eika mase trekking [oOps,terseLit meL2 kt beLakang] sikit je Lagi nak sampai,we can dO it!!!

eika n LyNn [aku sangat suke pic nie!!] as if in Our face shOws that we tOtaLLy Love each Other [cheewah!!]

ape kO buat nie LyNn?? mencarik ketenangan abadi..LoOking fOr eternaL sErenity..befOre this,i am at the edge Of sanity,oOpss??

On 14 june,keLas aku [5B] and keLas pintar [5P] pegi trip PKBM kat air terjun Lembah pAngsun [raseNye La].trip tue sangat-sangat giLer bEst!!Lagi2 that is the first time aku pegi trekking [kesian-Nye kO nie LyNn] On that day,aku amek banyak giLer gambar.tapi tak bOLeh La nak Letak sume kat sini kang penuh pLak.sO i chOosed pic-pic yang tertentu je untuk Letak kat sini,sO these are the pics yg terpiLih tue.yang Lain-Lain anda semua bOLeh Lihat dekat friendster aku.kitOrang kene berkumpuL kat sekOLah pkuL 7.30am then naik bas pukuL 8.00am.the jOurney nak pegi sane arOund One hOur tapi mase perjaLanan bertambah sebab kitOrang banyak berhenti sebab nadiah saket [kesian die] daLam bas kitOrang breakfast pizza [nasib baik ade breakfast,da La saye bangun Lambat that day,oOps!] then kitOrang arrive kat sane arOund 9.30am.turun2 bas je kitOrang diberi nasi ayam [sEedap!] and 2 bOttLe mineraL water [fuhh,berat giLer beg akuh!] then kitOrang start trekking.unfOrtunateLy,nadiah just dapat ikut untiLL suku perjaLanan sebab die da tak Larat,sO nadiah and twinz [hidayah n atikah] foLLow cikgu azmi turun baLik.tapi kitOrang stiLL truskn perjaLanan.On the way to the waterfaLL,we take Loads of pics!kami trekking seLame pLus-minus 3 hOurs.pergh,memang penat giLer La tapi biLe da sampai [12.30pm kOt] kat waterfaLL tue rase cm puas hati and berbaLoi giler!!mase nak turun baLek,kitOrang terpEcah kepade 3 grOups.1st batch-zabri,syafiq and gurLs pintar [dayah,irna,intan,adiLah] and gurLs bestari [afiqah,athirah,racheL] 2nd batch-haris,nada,anas,fahmi,kimi,Lynn,pad,eika,mEL2.3rd batch-dak2 Lain and aLL the teachers.the weird thing is mase nak naik ke atas rase cm Lame giLer tapi biLe turun rase cm kurang Lame.biLe da sampai kt bawah,we need tO wait fOr others.biLe nek bas sume hanyut sebab sangat2 Letih.ramai yg tidO incLuding me,hEeee! tapi syaf sangat La maLang sebab i snapped his pic mase die tidO.hahahaha.sOry La babe!!befOre i fOrget,did i mentiOn that eika and ghazmiL asek gadOh je aLong the way?dOrang asek gadOh je,tak kire r mase naik ke turun ke,gadOh gak.gemOk La,pe mende r,eish2..tapi dOrang due tue sangat2 cute tOgether!!seOLah-oLah they cOmfOrtabLe with each Other's cOmpany.[meL?eika?iz this true?] ape2La,asaLkan mereka berdua tak muLekn perang saudara sudah.hahhaha.i have a reaLLy great memOries mase trip nie thOugh a LittLe bit frustrating.

my pOint Of view

1st pic :: taken frOm in frOnt of 5bEstari'2008

2nd pic :: taken frOm the 'dataran tasek' [tapak perhimpunan Of bts]

3rd pic :: One fine day whiLe i was waLking back frOm skewL

4th pic :: such LoveLy bLue sky [i risk my eyes fOr this pic,the sun is kiLLing!]

whiLe taking and Looking at these pics [1st and 2nd pic] i admit what puAn.hAnim Once tOLd us in the earLy 2008.she said that Our cLass's pOsitiOn is very gOod becAuse frOm there we can see the hiLL [Left-hand side we can see bukit besi] the hiLL is grEen and very sOothing tO the eyEs.what she said is true but fOr me i rather enjOy the view frOm the right-hand side.when the weather is grEat,we can see hOw the bLue sky cOntrast with the cOLour and shape of the apartments acrOss the schOoL.it is Like sOft [the sky] versus hArd [the apartments].but different peOpLe have different OpiniOn,maybe sOme pEopLe agree with puan hanim's idea and maybe sOme peOpLe agree with my idea.sO we can't expect everybOdy tO Listen and fOLLow what we want,we must Listen tO othErs tOo because maybe othEr peOpLe have better ideas.

sengaL crew

ini adalah kami..the sengaL crew yang dianggotai oLeh Orang-orang yang sangat cOoL [cOoL ke??] name nie di-iLhamkan oLeh syaf mase exam mid-year 2008.ahLi-ahi-nye :: LyNn=bOwe=syaf=mEL2=rOy==pAd=eika=fikri.and the mOst impOrtant is we Love each other tO bits!!!
tapi i stiLL Loathes my other cLassmates tOo cume these pEeps are the Ones whO make my day cOmpLete,as if One of them is missing Or absent,i reaLLy feeL incOmpLete..fOr yOur everybOdy's infO this drawing is custOm made by syafiq!!on a chair at 5bEstari'2008..we can say it is vandeLism but hah whO cares..

mari-mari beLajar!

it is tyme Liyana fOr Liyana tO stOp fOoLing arOund and start studying!!!jOm2 kite bLaja and focus directLy tO spm.tak Lame dah.sO fOrget abOut anything eLse LyNn.just get ur head in books!!by the way,aku da ade memOry card 4 my phOne!!sO Lepas nie i wiLL sOoo sayang my phOne.

+ mid-term exam resuLt +

cuti skewL sudah abes!!means resuLt exam pun da dapat,sedih puLak rase....wat mase sekarang nie aku da dapat marks fOr aLL my subjects.and unfortunateLy for me,my resuLts are capabLe for me to get kill by parents.One faiL[seriOusLy] please gOd bLess me,i need ur sympathy!to make this whOLe thing a Lot mOre wOrst,my schoOL wiLL heLd an oPen day [the schOoL bOard invite the parents to review their chiLdren's mid-year exam resuLts!] and this year definiteLy my mOm and dad wiLL cOme.argh!!!!this is tOtaLLy sux!!in my wOrds :: Life is wOnderfuLLy sucks sOmetimes.weLL,in my case and nOw situatiOn,mOst of the times.

i am back!

aku sudah kembaLi...its gOod tO be hOme again after One whOLe week kat terengganu..at Last SUKMA 12 da seLesai tapi aku sangat-sangat sedih La cOz i mEt a Lot of new frEns and kene berpisah Lak..well,setiap pertemuan tue ade mesti ade perpisahannye,anda kene paham kOnsep tue,LyNn..trip pergi terengganu nie rase macam terapi 4 me..meeting new peOpLe in my sO-caLLed cOmfOrt+safe zOne [envirOment shOoting] memang just the thing that i need after sO many things yang da terjadik.aLthOugh i did nOt get a Lot of new fLings as i pLanned/wanted tO,but i stiLL feeL Okay,seriOusLy!rase serOnOk and feeLing Like myseLf again.sekarang aku nak jadik seOrang yg baru.i want tO turned intO a new and fresh Leaf.start skewL bLek je aku nak study betuL2,wanna be a gOod persOn 4 my reLigiOn,dOn't want tO hurt anyOne anymOre.and yang paLing penting,i dOn't want tO be hurt anymOre.aku dah tinggaLkan semua 'misery' aku kat terengganu and nOw i am ready tO start aLL Over.optimist-optimist!!!!nO-mOre pesimist!!!hOoray!!!