April 20, 2009

sekadar pembacaan ringan

mode:stucking earphones into her ears and feeling 'I DO NOT CARE A SHIT'..

niat di hati nak mengubah layout ini tapi,takde pulak yang berkenan di hati.*sigh* apakan daya.esok aku sudah tidak dilindungi oleh undang-undang juvenile dah.hOoray?hahas,nope.maksudnya aku akan bertanggungjawab atas apa yang aku akan lakukan di masa depan.fishballs behind the glass noodles: aku da boleh dicharge dengan hukuman penjara.hahas.hopefully takde laa sampai ke situ aku akan pergi.soon i will 18.makin tua pulak rasanya.happy?well,it is kinda an undescribeable feeling.obviously i wont get any cakes therefore i wont be able to blow the candles and make my wishes.but,i have another way [hahas,if you're in my shoes,you need to be creative in finding alternative way to make ourselves happy] what way you may ask?jengjengjeng..aderlaa..*gedick giler minah nie,haiss,takk tau laa mak*
you know,i dont really like birthdays celebration/parties/extravagant actually.hahas.that's another way of solving.avoid liking towards something when you cant have it.
yesterday we went to Tmn Equine Jusco near my house,and in the centre of the mall,they were having some sort of kids carnival with the bouncy castles,slides,popcorn and cotton candy.and we saw some of these:

the bouncy castle.well,it bounce!

have you guys ever been on of these thingy?im sure it is very bouncy,duhh the name said it all.hahas.i never been in/on these thingy before.why?dont ask.too emotional.risk of crying.hahas.i hate bouncy castles.cz i never been in/on it.when i have my own my money to be in/on it then im too old for it.so,the easiest way to deal with this problem is to hate/not liking it.hahas.good solution huh?but,i dont do this a lot now.but i did it alot in my childhood cz i dun always can get what i wanted.this is also why i HATE my stupid lil bro.ughh,izit not clear enough for everyone to see that i HATE him?stabbed to death.

wishes to be a better muslim

wishes for a Blackberry

wishes to turn back the time

April 14, 2009


i am taking a break from blogging for a moment.
need to find more ideas to blog about.
and need to do a lot of preparation for 29th April.
take care all!!!!!

April 7, 2009

hari mengantuk sedunia

this is [kinda laa] the weather in KL this morning.is it not enough for me being soooo sleepy some more plus with the weather?ughh..just not a very good way to start a day.i was in the car and i barely can't open my eyes.thank god for my sister that was driving this morning.even the KLCC and the KL Tower was covered with fog [i think its fog,or maybe it is some kind of pollution effect,haha,you guys know laa,KL kan banyak sangat pollution..]

i'm feeling kinda this at the moment.
malas mau pikir...
sendiri salah laa,sape suruh catch me at the wrong timing...

right picture: the original painting title 'The Scream'
'The Scream' is painted by Edward Munch in 1983
left picture: me,attempt to be the next 'The Scream'.
sama takk??
you be the judge....
muahahaha *mojojo evil laugh*

April 6, 2009

katakan keju!!!

these are my most favourite pictures.teringat balik.*sigh* miss those times laa.zaman persekolahan finish already laaaaa.btw,enjoy the pictures kays....katakan keju!!!!!

recently menang BFF award.

takk jadi laa.
tyme hujan,after school 'study-group'.

aku,tekun buat addmaths
mel-mel,hanya melihat....

haaa,camnila kalau kao nak amik gambar sendiri
aku memberi tunjuk ajar kpd mel-mel cara-cara
untuk syok sendiri.

oopss,paparazzi menyerang!!!
mel-mel ade bakat seorang paparazzi
aku n kimi

ahaa,gaye tak coordinate laa

luv these people!!!!

paparazzi mel-mel menyerang sekali lagi
mangsa:roy n eika

menyerang lagi...

si penghantar sms
lastday of SPM!!!

masbab n mahmudah
paper physics!!!!

padmini n eika
bring it on!!!

bahang SPM masih belum dirasai

fikri n aku
lepas paper addmaths!!!
dun remember what exam..
muke masing-masing...
no comment...

miss these moments...
skipping class..

class teacher!!!!
chemisry teacher as well..
hate the subject loves the teacher
nada aku eika

jiran kelas yang mmg awesome!!!!
nad n adilah

the preparation

i am counting days till my orientation and college life start.
from this date,there will be just only 23 days more till my NEW life start.
kinda excited,but worried at the same time.
hmm,let see,maybe i am kinda terrified by the fact that i have zero-amount of friends there.and i kinda dunno what to expect.blurr cases much???
suare di dalam kepale otak aku yang recently makin active berkata-kata: like duhh,ape la kao nie liyana.
so far,my preparation includes buying as much outfits as i can.
just yesterday,we [me,my sis,my mum and unfortunately my lil bro] went to do some shopping spree.
i bought one awesome turquoise coloured skinny[note:save size to wear is 28!mum will not go ballistic!],3 very innocent polo tees,1 checkered sling bag and a beaded drop-necklace.
the best part is,all the items i [actually they were charged using my mum's swipe!] purchased were on awesome sale!!!
believe it or not,all the stuff we bought yesterday were not more than rm200.
saving much?
the stuff includes mine,my bro's,my sis and my mum's.
*insyaallah pictures will come later*

i think,my attempt to reinvented/revamp/recreate my 'look'/wardrobe is kinda going on smoothly.
the risk that i have to take?
liyanalynn: 'hmm,however does my purse felt soo light???'
last friday,we went dinning at the Putrajaya Lakesideclub [where i met the weirdest/kinda cute guy] then i reasked [wujudkah such word?] my parents about my outing with the 4-serangkai on Saturday.
then my parents start the lecture about bad-influences bla bla bla n then,my dad said,"you should be doing preparation for your college.not going out every possible moments you can"
*sigh* apakan daya..
hmm,tidakah my dad tahu yang aku dae la jugak buat a few persiapan?
lagipun,what preparation can i do more other that mentally and emotionally prepared?
okay,maybe a little bit preparation for my clothes and stuff.
when i see the list of subjects that i'm gonna take for my foundation,i felt as if my pancrease and intestine all crammed into one huge ginormous ball.
well,i was a science student,and those new subjects that im gonna take are not really the ones i'm familiar with.
ohh well,new life means new challenges.
after all,it is my own choice to 'go away' from the science line.
biarlah,kawan-kawan aku yang meneruskan perjuangan mereka dalam bidang itu.
i felt more secure in this line.
fate has brought me here.
and i won't dare to go against fate.
i'm just following the flow.
now i cant wait to get started.

i am currently revamping my wardrobe.
along the 'journey',surprisingly,i did a few noble deeds.
i gave away loads of my clothes to ones who in need.
well,actually i gave it to my bibik so she can give it to my friends back in Banyuwangi,Jawa Timur,Indonesia.
it is a joy to see them wearing my clothes and i can see in their eyes that they really appriciate it.
my mum and dad always remind us tat they are alot of people out there that need our help and we must do everything we could to help them.
walaupun,apa yang aku berikan tidak banyak tapi,it does help them a little bit in easing their burden.
plus,my bibik wont mind me buying new clothes now.
kalau dulu,dia selalu bising kalau i buy clothes cz she said there no more space in my closet to fit all the clothes.
now,since i gave most of old clothes away,she didnt mind at all.

currently liking vibrant colours and weird patterns.
ohh la la
also still love2 flat shoes and mary-jane.
next on my wishlist is the Marie-Claire mary-jane,with alot of straps!
sooo cute though its kinda expensive for something you put at your feet.
*sighs sighs sighs*
fyi,i am still feeling kinda paranoid about someone.
this is kinda a new feeling to me.
before this,i am not the kind of person who feel like this.
well,dulu aku seorang yang tidak merasai apa-apa pun,i dun give a damn what i felt or what others felt.
people DO change huh? another new thing for me.
ahaaa,my birthday is coming!!!!
last year's birthday sucks like hell!!!!
hope this year will be better
that's all for now.
oOops,before i forgot...
i have a new fren!!!
she's cool chick..

April 2, 2009


i am feeling kinda paranoid
about someone...

April 1, 2009

bff award

presenting the bff award!!!
ditujukan kepada seorang manusia yang bernama...
kerana die seorang kawan yang sangat best.
ka,kekalkan kebestan anda itu.
wahahaha :)


"aku menulis post ini setelah mendapat satu sms dari salah sorang kawan rapat aku malam semalam."


pada pukul 8:52pm,tarikh 31 march 2009, aku mendapat satu sms dari seorang rakan.as follows:


maaf,nama terpaksa dirahsiakan untuk menjaga kemakmuran sejagat.

pasangan yang baru saja breakoff nie sebenarnye due2 kawan aku.in fact both pun agak rapat dengan aku.kisah percintaan mereka ini agak menarik laa jugak,mula dengan LIKE then HATE then LOVE then HATE balik.

selepas membaca sms yang dikirim,aku terus mendail nombor telefon si penghantar sms....

aku: woii mangkuk,pe bangang sangat kau nie?

si penghantar sms: haha,aku tau mesti kau akan call aku nyer..

aku: (monolog dalaman:cesh,cm nk kene early april fool prank je nie?) ahh,kau pe kene
nie?seriously ke?

si penghantar sms: betul laa,takkan aku main-main pulak...

aku: pe jadi sebenarnye?sape mintak break?

si penghantar sms: aku..

aku: bodoh laa kau..

si penghantar sms: bukan weh,ko tak paham,aku ngan die cam kawan je.

aku: duhh..memanglaa kate pn memang kawan pun before this..so die camne?citer2 dari awal..

si penghantar sms: sebenarnye,kitorang memang agak rapuh dari 2weeks ago,mase kitorang hangout,dia kata aku tak bagi attention kat die.sebab,bile die sms,aku selalu tak reply.

aku: yg kau pn satu,asal tak reply sms die?ngade2 sangat asal?

si penghantar sms: aku skang malas nk taip2 laa,call je senang skang.
aku: kau nie...dah la **** tue jenis yang memerlukan perhatian kau.cube kau imagine,kalau ko call,ape lama je kau bleh sembang,paling lama pun sejam lebih je tapi kalau kau sms kan lama boleh sembang.abs,die camne?

si penghantar sms: entahla,tak contact lagi.sekarang bile aku sms sume die xreply tak pun die kate 'leave me alone'.whatever..

aku: haa,tu laa kau,nak play with hearts pun,belajar laa dari yang pakar dulu.

si penghantar sms: yelaa2,aku tau kau pakar..

aku: tau xpe..(then aku cakap sesuatu yang tidak boleh direvealkan di sini.)

si penghantar sms: yela-yela.

aku: okla weh,nanti sembang lagi.membazir kredit aku tepon kau.hahaha.take care beb...

si penghantar sms: ok2.sayang ko gak beb.thanks for calling.

ini adalah sedikit sebnayak perbualan antara aku dan si penghantar sms.da banyak lagi yang kami bicarakan sebenarnye.pasal si penghantar sms takut die develop perasan yang lebih mendalam terhadap **** kalau lama-lama.which,i clearly thinks it is sooo weird and stupid (no offense kays..) and a few more things laa.

aku tak faham.aku juga mempunyai friends yang kapel dengan kawan-kawan sendiri even kapel dengan classmate sendiri.[same case laa nie :)] tapi ok je aku tengok bahagie jep.haha.hmm,maybe lain orang lain caranya.

conclusion is,si penghantar sms doesnt Love or Hate ****.dia hanya masih tidak mahu ada sebarang ties attach to him yet.while **** seorang yang loyal dan sentiasa memerlukan perhatian.aku harap,eventually,mereka will come around. ~amiin....

if they are really meant for each other,dont worry then,everything will be just fine...